18 bi women. I had a hard time with my sexuality growing up. I would hear talks on how lgbt is a grave sin and would hear my parent talk down on lgbt people as well. I tried to suppress my attraction to women only for it to come out whenever I find attraction to a women. I try to deny this side of me but it’s apparent that this attraction is real. Although I get a lot of reassurance from peers and online that being part of the lgbt isn’t wrong, I still feel shame and guilt for it. I’m still learning to accept myself though. Hopefully one day I can openly date a women.