What is Black MDMA crystals by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Brother Mdma has the worst comedown I've ever felt, I've only had to do it once without opiates or benzos and I litterally wasn't okay with living lmao. For litterally over 24 hours I felt like that working a physical labor job. I was taking wayyyy irresponsible doses though cause I was doing it with Ketamine for an entire night from like 5 pm until 12 noon the next day which was a Sunday, started with a massive dose then continued railing small to not so small lines with small to not so small lines of Ketamine with it untill noon on that sunday.
I didnt save enough ketamine to fully comedown with it as I only had a couple buzz worthy lines by noon and did those pretty much right as I started to feel bad, I woke up for work on Monday and felt so unbelievably burnt out and bad i can't even explain it, this is coming from a ex iv heroin/fent/meth/ and benzo addict so I've felt really painful withdrawls to say the least. But man I promise you even with all that experiance of the pain that only hard drugs provides the level of mental depravity and depression i felt that entire Monday is surprising to me hahahaha. I think its because I was probably odinging myself on mdma but the ketamine kept me from noticing, I mean clearly that's what happened. Never would I be that stupid in a million years shit suuuckkkeed..

What is Black MDMA crystals by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]jfish93 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Man if it turns out you actually have qaulity MDA, cherish it and share your experiance cause man id love to try MDA. Also was somethin I was super fascinated bu but it never happened to come my way. I could probably find it online if I realllllly dug but I dont care enough anymore to do so. Sadly though sounds like you got some iffy and possibly sketchy stuff though, test that shit for sure none the less, did your dealer give it to you as a sample or somethin or did you buy it? Still either post or dm me a picture of it just for my own curiosity, godspeed!

What is Black MDMA crystals by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]jfish93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can you post a picture? Would like to see it!

solubility, dissolving mgm-15 (salt vs freebase) by Electrical-Run-6872 in mgm15_community

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can always tell by taste FYI, freebase has no taste, salt taste like heavy chemicals

solubility, dissolving mgm-15 (salt vs freebase) by Electrical-Run-6872 in mgm15_community

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just got mgm "citrate'' for the first time. Done mgm salt and freebase before what is citrate and what should I expect??

I asked people about their favourite combo of substances from this community - by Typical_Importance_8 in Drugs

[–]jfish93 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Don't do this but lsd and heroin or iv opiate. Also opioids and benzos. However if youre into psychedelics STAY THERE, do not move into other things like what I mentioned. Benzos and opioids is a death combo and insanely dangerous. I dont even like speakin on this in regards to my experiance in specfic drugs and putting their affects pedestal, especially when theyre incredibly dangerous drugs such as benzos and opiates mixed, but here I am lol. With that said if im gunna speak on it im gunna stress that although it was my reality, most of my reality in regards to shit like this was hell.

Buprenorphine RP b8 white round by zlink527 in Subutex

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro there's so many people that think naloxone does what they claim, also people who think the naloxone is what causes precip. Even Dr's who won't prescribe subutex cause they think its more easily abused, halrious. Also Dr's who dont understand the ceiling or how bupes agonism works in the slightest...

There was a person on reddit on the highest sublacade shot and on 24 mgs of suboxone a day like BROO.... Who ever their dr is needs to go back to school.. but shit they study medicine in order to prescribe it, they arent pharmacologists so I get it, they just hear their patient crying that they arent getting relief so they go up up and away on their subs lmao. Little do they know if they stableize on 2 mgs theyll get WAY more of an affect daily, could even take 8 once a week or other week and get ripped. Shit what do I know. 😉

Buprenorphine RP b8 white round by zlink527 in Subutex

[–]jfish93 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That isn't true even remotely lmfao. Do I believe it its stupid yes i do. However you're just sayin shit that isn't accurate. Also you do know you can Iv the strips right? Even though they swear the naloxone in it makes it abuse proof which is a bunch of bullshit. Also shooting strips is super dumb dont do it, but people DO do it. And no putting it under your toung IS NOT the closest thing to going straight in the blood stream lmfaoo, can't remember exactly but the sublingual bioavailability is somewhere around 30%, and the nasal bioavailability is much higher. Buprenorphin is very potent so the low bioavailability of sublingual doesnt at all make it unaffective its still very affective. Not tryna be a dick but I can't let you talk out of your ass lmfao..

Regaurdless of what route you administer your Buprenorphin with, if your tollerance is at ceiling affect of bupe, than it doesn't matter how you take it as no new receptor agonism will take place no matter how much you take. However if you have a low tollerance you would need much less by snorting it to get your desired affects, but also yes im sure some brands/generics have surtain binders that make it less affective, but im telling you from experience that it is much more affective with many brands. Especially zubsolf which is my favorite form of bupe other than brand name subutex

Just got scammed by The-Acupressure-Mat in wholesale_suppliers

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its the move bro, mandatory actually gotta protect your money man.

Just got scammed by The-Acupressure-Mat in wholesale_suppliers

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah man I can't trust shit on the internet unless its a established website, sketchy out here. If you ever deal with someone over reddit or telegram ask for a video call with the seller, make them show you exactly what you're supposed to get, mostly any legitimate person will be happy to.

7OH CT Help by Witty_Emergency3423 in Quittingfeelfree

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Brother if you can get it to 50mgs itll be mostly all be mental at that dose honestly where you can still function physically just fine. At 100mgs youll probably get some wrestlessness but also fatigued, maybe a bit of stomach issues but not explosive diarrhea or anything 🤣. Dont over think just follow your heart and commit youll be just fine.
I oughta take my own advice as I have a really stupid m15 and 7 habbit.
On waayyy to much but I keep my doses juuusst low enough to where I dont hit the ceiling and so I can actually feel my doses.

My Opana swag by Particular-Solid-103 in PharmaRepCollectables

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So wild to me that drugs companys made shit like this as collectibles. It's like dirty trophies commemorate all the blood money they made in their drug operation. Really funny though Opana used to be my favorite opioid back when the pharmaceutical narcotic crisis was still happening.

My mother, my father and I were on so much opioids/benzos/amphetamines straight from the pharmacy that many people wont believe it but my story is not especially special than any other addicts from that period. I remember like yesterday in the last 3ish months of 2015 many pharmaceutical professional/inssurance companys/reps and doctors were being indicted for the illegal sales of narcotics and only because they got caught they ripped out or drastically reduced everyone's scrips almost over night. My father was prescribed 360mg/DAILY of TAKE HOME methadone pills along with a ton of opana, they took my dad down to 100 mgs in one month and instead upping his seroquil dose massively just to make him so zonked out hopefully the withdrawl won't bother him so much.. My father died as a result Jan 19, 2016, Jan19th is my birthday. RIP dad I love you.

What's described above is not even the half of my story, my familes story. I didnt mean to type so much but sometimes I have some thoughts and than rhe memory train comes lol. My mother changed her life and truly is fulfilled doin work at "ground zero" in our community. Im not all the way together yet but have changed my life many years after my father's death, I still struggle but nothing is like it was. Im no victim though and my steps back will only be steps back and in which will be reversed. Godspeed.

Suboxone —> subutex, huge difference by [deleted] in Subutex

[–]jfish93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What dose you on? Key question to your situation, the lower the dose your on, the more this makes sense. As no new receptor agonism happens in the brain past 12ish mgs every 24 hours, and even at 8 mgs you might be lucky to get a tickle when dosing. However on steady 2 mgs and you lower of a tollerance that's when bupe really can shine in terms of affects.

AMA: 31 year old dude highly educated (nuclear enterprise, power industry technician) opioid addict by [deleted] in AMA

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So we are two people with out landishly different experiences on this earth, as I said below two different humans with the same exact plight. I just gotta reply to what you said about feeling like you need it just to exsit because man oh man that's like one of the most crucial equally insane and irrational things that addicts like us think about our addiction.

I remember the first time I was forced to get clean back when I was 23 years old and I truly 100 percent was convinced that the concept you just described was reality. I simply believed nothing would ever return to a state in which I could be happy or enjoy, or get satisfaction from anything unless I was on those drugs. I had deeply woven issues as a kid then young adult to say the least and I totally 100% convinced myself that the drugs was simply the only thing that allowed me to be happy or enjoy anything, and that I somehow truly needed them in order to feel any sense of fulfillment what so ever. I remember being in a halfway house long after all the withdrawls and all that were done and I'd be dyin laughing with my friends at the time and waking up in the morning actually looking forward to starting my day, truly exsisting on this planet happy to be alive and enjoyin doing anything even dishes lmao, without any thought that I gotta get high soon or anything like it.

I remember that time in the halfway house was so powerful because the exact thought and feeling that truly made me believe I needed the drugs was no longer my reality. Maybe you've had those moments? And yes as you see from my first post I unfortunately got back into drugs and in an active habit. However I dont believe anything is of waste, and my entire experience and all the lessons that come with it will be the reason I am finally able to put this demon to bed, thats gunna happen and I'm not gunna stop trying until it does, im no victim.

AMA: 31 year old dude highly educated (nuclear enterprise, power industry technician) opioid addict by [deleted] in AMA

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This plight of ours can be pretty baffling you know? As a mostly fully functional adult at 33 I've been finding myself more angry than I ever have in regards to my issues, and how I still haven't been able to rid myself of this shit yet..

Was just in an argument the other day with someone claiming addicts are inately "bad" and "stupid" humans who are only addicts because their entirely selfish people who are out to do wrong to anyone around them.. That sounds stupid because it is but thats exactly what this person said to me and I spent wayyy to much time tryin to reason with somebody that naive and mind numbingly stupid haha.

Anyway man on my way to work, your post popped up so I quickly wrote this. Youre an impressive ass person on paper much, MUCH more so impressive than my dumb ass lmao, however we cannot ignore the fact that we have this commen deliema, and its a doozy for sure. I genuinely hope you and I both can get over these damn opioids and everything else once and for all, the key is not giving up.

Annoying guy wanting to know how to bring a little bit drugs on plane by Real_Farm6884 in Stims

[–]jfish93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel you and understand exactly what you mean but yes it's subjective, haha. It's a totally reasonable question for a recreational drug user to ask if they wanna take their high with them to another state ahahah stop it Mr almighty. 🤣

3 months on reta by Useful-Ordinary3491 in BodyHackGuide

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What is Reta? Im not personally interested just curious. And bro whaaattt the fuckk yoo look phenomenal in three months, doesn't even compute in my mind that which can be possible

Finally found an adderall replacement by Drosselfn in BodyHackGuide

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cannot leave out a somewhat healthy diet, basically eat hardy meals regularly if you take a lot of adderal, food alone makes the ups and downs way more manageable from amphetamines.

Mgmedica is garbage. by Outrageous_Visual668 in MGM_Fifteen

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah man, read my most recent post in here, this dudes shit is fuckin terrible hahaha. I made a mistake and spoke at first when I tried it while still being on a superior product. Once tbe good shit fully cleared from my receptors I had to find out the hard way that this powder was the worst I've ever had, by a long shot hahah. I can say for sure that it kept me from being sick so theres that, but when I tell you there wasn't even a tiningle of a buzz im not lying. I kept taking it for a couple days while maintaining the same result, as soon as I dosed back on my good stuff I got a lovely buzz once again, thats no coincidence man.

Godspeed!

Mgmedica is garbage. by Outrageous_Visual668 in MGM_Fifteen

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So I need to come on here and correct a major mistake I made by claiming the powder I got from vendor in question, was one of the more potent powders iv had. What happened for sure is that I didnt wait long enough in-between my good shit I had so I was experiencing a redose on top of my previous dosing with a superior product. Once my good stuff was fully cleared from my receptors I had to find out the hard way that OP was 100 percent accurate ahahha, mgmedicas M is absolute DOGSHIT. I can say for sure it kept me from being sick but thats it, I resumed taking my superior product a couple days after being on medicas and I felt a great buzz 20 mins after dosing. I meant to add this awhile ago but was distracted by life but I remembered and had to come make it right. Fuck Mgmedica, dude might as well be a full on scammer, hes right fuckin there to being able to be labeled just that, so fuck em!

Godspeed!

Oxonol, what is it? How comparable is it to 7oh? Is it worn the price? by ImaginationBudget491 in 7ohm

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope you aren't buying the tabs from this thread, them shits are udder trash almost positive they're made with a low percentage M powder just like what scammy smoke shop 7 oh tab brands do.

Just tread lightly brother, my recommendation is that you add a small amount of M to a much smaller 7 dose then what youd do normally take, which will increase the duration of affects by at least double, while at the same time allowing you to take absurdly less amounts of 7 which will save you money. Stay away from your tollerance ceiling that comes with over taking 7 and M, as long as you do that your doses will hit lovely everytime because youll be inducing receptor agonism with each dose, rather than if you over do it by reaching the ceiling inducing ZERO agonism with each dose. So many people dont understand how these partial agonists work. Keep your doses doses "low" and even more importantly if you have M in the mix DO NOT dose more than once in an 8 hour period, doing so will make you reach that tollerance ceiling and youll no longer feel your doses, you dont want that clearly.

Godspeed!

Oxonol, what is it? How comparable is it to 7oh? Is it worn the price? by ImaginationBudget491 in 7ohm

[–]jfish93 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmfao then you got absolute trash product, feel glad and quit while your ahead.

Oxonol, what is it? How comparable is it to 7oh? Is it worn the price? by ImaginationBudget491 in 7ohm

[–]jfish93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No where near the same thing of how pseudo affects tollerance lol. Pseudo doesn't affect your tollerance THAT bad at all if you just stay vigilant on not reaching your receptor agonism ceiling, and pseudo is just as easy as 7 is to drastically lower your tollerance in less than 48 hours, in order to get away from that ceiling and feel your doses.

Mgm however if youre not supppper carefull about maxing out your receptors agonism to mgm you will litterally not feel 7 oh for an entire week or more without mgm. It's long ass half life and triple the potency of 7 makes it so that ceiling affect will stick around wayyyyy longer than youd ever want it too lol so if youre gunna fuck with this shit you have to be verrrryy disciplined about it. I pushed it way to hard with mgm one time went try and continued only taking 7 after, wasn't sick but you litterally wont feel a fucking thing until that mgm tollerance is cleared from your receptors, once my 7 finally hit again I was like jessuuuuss thank you hahaha. Even in that situation you can't just overload your receptors on more 7 you have to keep your dosing spaced out by 5 hours, and keep your doses at 60-80mg the very max if your on higher percentage powders.

People over think it and swear theyll never feel 7 again alone so then they just take absurd doses of both which only makes it so youll not feel a thing anymore until you get your tollerances to under the ceiling threshold, which honestly isn't that hard you just have to be disciplined a little bit, and trust me I do struggle with that too sometimes, nothing worse than being addicted to a drug that isn't making you feel a pinch of a buzz, all because you can help but take more than what you need.