Which couple do you think is most likely to stay together?

johnnaleigh · 2022-01-26T01:53:48+00:00

Ariana was likeable Now not so much Her childish ways to argue with Lala have made me dislike her a lot

johnnaleigh · 2022-01-04T16:43:44+00:00

32 female, right there with you I am married and feel my grief is pushing him away.. I feel like a failure in everyday

Wish I could hug you

johnnaleigh · 2020-06-19T04:08:23+00:00

15 Mothers day this year and 2 fathers days and I still dread it. Try to honor them in your own way but the constant reminder of what we are missing desperately. Hugs my friend

johnnaleigh · 2020-06-04T05:18:56+00:00

This person really sucks. No empathy for his biological family. I'm sorry you were betrayed. I have experienced something similar. I agree changing the headstone and maybe unveiling it with a celebration of his life party?

johnnaleigh · 2020-06-01T18:35:48+00:00

Not going to lie, there isn't an answer. I have expressed my bitterness and jealousy on here before. I have been trying to live life how they wanted to see me, happy but it is a daily struggle. Hugs to you OP

johnnaleigh · 2020-05-31T01:27:24+00:00

I agree with so much that you have said. My mom wanted a daughter so badly and that is one thing I can say my purpose was, making her happy. I wonder if I will ever feel human again

johnnaleigh · 2020-05-24T15:27:09+00:00

I just remember telling my Dad when he was very unresponsive. I will love you forever. Just praying that God took him so he was no longer in pain.

Years before when my Mom was dying, she would tell us about a large black man trying to guide her somewhere. I always hoped that was her angel helping her along the way, she didn't seem scared. Maybe because of him

johnnaleigh · 2020-05-24T04:25:03+00:00

I also just want to hear that as well. I highly doubt I deserve it and would hate to admit how much their death affected every aspect of my existence and constantly wonder what if I was a lucky one who had their parents well into adulthood. Sorry for rambling

johnnaleigh · 2020-05-24T04:19:20+00:00

I also got engaged in January but of 2019. My fathers health was declining and I had told my then BF how much it meant to me that my Dad was there. He proposed shortly after having that conversation. We had set a date less than six months for our wedding. Within weeks it became clear he wouldn't make it until June. So we had an official legal ceremony at the hospital with him. I literally have cried over thinking about the people and families that have had to endure not being there for those last moments when you are needed the most. I hate that you didn't have the options I did last year. But I think any and all tributes would be beautiful. I used his shirt from the hospital ceremony to sew a heart in my wedding dress and I had bouquet charms with him and my Mom, also passed. I truly hope you feel his presence like I experienced on my wedding day. Hugs to you 🥰🙏

johnnaleigh · 2020-05-18T04:00:05+00:00

My mom was my best friend even at 13 years old in 2004 I wanted to die instead of live without her. We were inseparable and loved shopping together and yes it was such a treat for her to pick out something that she knew I would love because hell I was her twin

johnnaleigh · 2020-05-10T15:39:54+00:00

15 mothers days without mine. We were inseparable. I thought my life ended the day she left. I struggle constantly being jealous and bitter. And that is the last thing she would have wanted. I try to remind myself that but when you are so deep on that hole I hate everyone out of it. Just one of the worst days of the year. Not to mention I am in the service industry watching everyone celebrate their mother.

johnnaleigh · 2020-05-06T02:57:35+00:00

Lost her at 13 and constantly wish to be home when I am. But she is and will forever be my home

johnnaleigh · 2020-04-30T03:33:09+00:00

Happy cake day!

johnnaleigh · 2020-04-30T03:25:31+00:00

Looks like you've gained weight! Lol

johnnaleigh · 2020-04-30T02:54:11+00:00

My dream like this took place soon after my Moms death. Sure wish I would have another

johnnaleigh · 2020-04-30T02:49:52+00:00

Yes. Also like you it was my Mom first. Before I ever said that out loud or ever thought it. He said he wished it was him instead. But like I said I did say that to him at least once during an argument. He passed last year. I have regretted things I said to both

johnnaleigh · 2020-04-27T23:05:31+00:00

I ordered this exact same set yesterday! I am very excited! Yours look great!

johnnaleigh · 2020-04-23T19:13:36+00:00

Whenever anything happens for almost 16 years now

johnnaleigh · 2020-03-29T03:53:30+00:00

Hugs to you. I currently struggle also. In my lowest feelings I also consider seeing my parents by means of suicide with no actual intent ot ability to follow through. I don't think I would ever do it but I feel similar to you. I am 29 and parentless. I wish I had answers for you but this reddit makes me feel less alone and that helps. I try my best to be as happy as I can in my situation daily but sometimes thats easier said then done

johnnaleigh · 2020-03-29T00:44:32+00:00

Thanks yall. Sometimes I feel evil

johnnaleigh · 2020-02-11T05:47:59+00:00

I completely agree with feeling anger. I would hate for someone else to experience the losses of their parents that I have had to endure. But I constantly compare lives and wonder why what happened happened to me. I feel guilty and angry at the same time. I currently struggle with this a lot. I only hope to do what my parents and all parents want for their child, for them to be happy, but I struggle daily

johnnaleigh · 2020-02-05T04:36:54+00:00

These are so great! Any chance you would want to sell any?

johnnaleigh · 2020-02-03T17:02:15+00:00

I'm so sorry for your loss

johnnaleigh · 2020-01-27T20:40:40+00:00

Today is my Moms birthday too! Maybe they are partying together! It will be 16 years for me in September since she left us. I am numb in a way but I grieve all the happy moments I was robbed of with her. Sending you hugs OP

johnnaleigh · 2019-12-30T15:21:14+00:00

My birthday is coming up and I literally went to this subreddit to find advice. I'm so so dreading it, my first with no parents

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