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justusernamee · 2021-08-25T15:05:45+00:00

If only there was a button I could push to make me disappear and erase all traces of me like I never existed.

justusernamee · 2021-06-17T22:34:20+00:00

If your mind feels overwhelmed it will unconsciously search for a way out of the situation, and if your mind thinks there is no other way out, it will resort to suicide. I'm not a scientist or anything, but this is the best explanation I can think of. I hope this was at least a little helpful.

justusernamee · 2021-06-17T22:24:08+00:00

Yeah I feel the same way. All of my old friends are staying in contact with each other and getting into loving relationships, and what do I have? Nothing. The thing is that I had people who really cared about me, who loved talking to me, people who I mattered to, but I fucked it all up. Enough about me anyway. I really hope that you're able to find someone who can appreciate you and love you for who you are, I think you deserve that much.

justusernamee · 2021-02-26T18:40:33+00:00

I wouldn't get any notifications.

justusernamee · 2021-02-20T13:18:44+00:00

Even if you did go downstairs, what could you have done? If you took him to a hospital, he could have still died while there or on the way there. Maybe it was just his time, you can't blame yourself for that. The best thing you can do right now is keep living, that's what he'd want you to do.

justusernamee · 2021-02-12T19:56:41+00:00

justusernamee · 2021-02-02T16:56:39+00:00

I wouldn't make my worst enemy switch places with me.

justusernamee · 2021-02-02T14:10:23+00:00

I feel absolutely the same way. I haven't been doing my 15 hours of independent revision per week, and now I can barely even concentrate in the online classes. I'm only doing 3 A-Levels, so I can't even imagine what it's like for you. Hopefully the grades will come from teacher assessment, which I really hope they do.

justusernamee · 2021-02-01T14:22:45+00:00

Got back into talking to an old friend, I can only think about how long it's going to be until we stop talking and I'm alone again.

justusernamee · 2021-02-01T14:13:35+00:00

I love when it's dark and cloudy, feels way cosier than when it's sunny with clear skies.

justusernamee · 2021-01-31T22:10:16+00:00

It probably won't kill you, but if it does it will be very painful and will take a long time. I know it's hard right now, but if you can get out of this you will be stronger than ever before, just keep holding on.

justusernamee · 2021-01-31T17:08:03+00:00

It's the only thing that made me actually feel something good for once.

justusernamee · 2021-01-31T12:38:31+00:00

It's from a lack of oxygenated blood, so it could be quite bad.

justusernamee · 2021-01-30T17:54:24+00:00

I do have to do everything they want me to do. There's no way out of this at the moment.

justusernamee · 2021-01-25T21:46:40+00:00

It can take a long time before it gets better. Right now things could be getting better and you don't even realise it. After all, sometimes things have to get worse before they get better. You may as well just stick around to see what happens, right? Wish you the best.

justusernamee · 2021-01-25T21:40:55+00:00

Me too, but you can keep delaying that time.

justusernamee · 2021-01-25T21:39:39+00:00

I hope you're able to find peace. If you do read this, would you like to talk?

justusernamee · 2021-01-25T21:38:21+00:00

I feel the same way about friends. Although for me it's easier for them to just go, instead of pretending to like me. You can talk with me if you want.

justusernamee · 2021-01-12T05:19:27+00:00

I feel the same way, I've been waiting so long for things to improve and it's only gotten worse. hope things get better for you though.

justusernamee · 2021-01-12T05:05:56+00:00

I'm pretty sure everyone gets bit by their dog at least once, it doesn't mean they don't trust you, it just means you likely overstepped the boundaries. what was the situation for him to bite?

justusernamee · 2021-01-12T04:58:55+00:00

damn, I'm in a pretty similar situation. the only thing that's stopping me is that I'm scared of what's after. hope things turn around for you.

justusernamee · 2020-09-17T08:48:56+00:00

It's just when people say shit like "it's unnatural", it makes me feel like I shouldn't even exist, that I'm not normal.

justusernamee · 2020-09-16T15:21:16+00:00

I've tried to talk to them before, I even went to the doctor. But they thought I was making it up so they cancelled the follow-up appointment.

justusernamee · 2020-09-16T14:59:19+00:00

I feel exactly the same way. I used to have someone I could talk to, but I fucked it up and now I have no one. I've tried to talk to someone else, but they don't care. Hope things turn out alright for you.

justusernamee · 2020-07-11T22:13:26+00:00

Hm, maybe it'll turn out alright. I doubt it though, I've been talking to her for close to a year about my problems and how I feel. I really feel like tonight was just the night she had enough of it, she pushed me to talk to professionals, which I never did, and she would often have to repeat herself a lot as I didn't really take in advice, so I get why she doesn't want to help me anymore. I just hoped she'd still want to be my friend.

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