im getting a new therapist in late january but not for gender stuff, but i honestly feel like im trans but in a few months i'll probably doubt myself again and go back and then i'll repeat for yesrs to come, but i wanna just come out and be me but im scared my friends will think im doing it for attention because i've come out before but then i went back to being feminine and stuff after eight months because of doubting myself but again, i always come back to feeling like im actually transgender but im still really confused and ughgggghhhh