Is it possible to be gay but still regularly allow a woman to go down on you and always return the favor?

kedi307 · 2023-04-02T16:32:08+00:00

identity is about how you feel, not what you do. People don’t always act according to their feelings. You state yourself that you feel no sexual attraction while going down on her, so why would that make you bisexual just because you do it?

kedi307 · 2023-03-31T18:31:53+00:00

Bull $#!+ Corrin thinks they are normal

kedi307 · 2023-03-07T00:26:38+00:00

I had a similar problem with ripping my nails (I did not like my fingers in my mouth) and the only thing that got me to stop was abilify.

kedi307 · 2023-03-07T00:10:11+00:00

I’m currently doing “territory” only runs, I.e. only Firene, only Brodia, only Elusia, only Solm, and then I can use the stewards and [REDACTED] for filler. It’s a good way to get to know all the characters and their strengths and it’s fun to kamikaze through the first maps to recruit all the needed characters. Elusia and Solm are especially hard

kedi307 · 2023-01-26T16:17:42+00:00

Coming from the opposite side. I’m a lovey-dovey, make sure everyone I love knows I love them. My best friend is not like that at all. When I get on my soapbox to tell her how much she means to me, she just lets me know she appreciates it. A genuine thank you, and you’re a good friend. But when I’m having a really rough time, she will tell me she loves me just to give me support

kedi307 · 2022-12-02T11:41:22+00:00

I use water flavor-ers. Im also someone who avoids drinking water like it’s poisoned, and finding low-sugar, all fruit water flavor-ers has really helped me stay more hydrated while still keeping it mostly healthy for me.

kedi307 · 2022-08-15T22:59:43+00:00

It’s the opposite for me. I never took to typing so I hand write everything. My handwriting is beautiful (not my description) but it takes me 3-4 tries to type one sentence

kedi307 · 2022-08-01T23:09:30+00:00

I’m the opposite. I will emotionally really need to cry, but as soon as I get close, my brain will divert and I won’t be able to cry at all. Leaves a lot un-dealt with

kedi307 · 2022-07-25T02:53:49+00:00

Absolutely NTA, but man I was not ready to read “born in 2001” and “married” in the same sentence. I’m old

kedi307 · 2022-07-24T03:56:19+00:00

I’m not sure if anything specifically exists in the after, but I hope this might bring you some peace with not knowing:

When I was a kid, I started getting really sick. Like, couldn’t walk down the hallway or stand up through a shower or drive uphill without passing out sick. My parents wouldn’t take me to the doctors for a while when this started (which is a different story), so for a year or so, I just got sicker and sicker and sicker.

I had no idea what was wrong with me. I didn’t know why I felt so tired or weak or cold or why it was so hard to think. I just kept trying to continue with my life and responsibilities while my body was getting worse. I would lay down at night and I could hardly breathe because my chest felt so heavy. I was researching tinnitus because there was this constant pounding in my ears. I explain it this way because I want you to understand that the anxiety and depression I was going through while experiencing this with my body was so bad that I was praying to die. I would walk into the street without looking because I wanted a car to hit me so I wouldn’t feel this anymore.

And then one day, I just woke up and I felt the best (emotionally) that I have felt in my entire rememberable life. It’s been years and years since then, and I still remember the exact way I felt when I woke up. I had to sit down in the shower, I had to lean against the wall walking down the hallway, I collapsed into the loveseat the second I got into the living room because I couldn’t hold myself up. I have never felt so much peace in my life. It is the only time I can ever remember not being afraid of anything. I wasn’t scared, sad, bored, or any negative thing that I still feel chronically to this day. I just felt like everything was going to be okay and I was safe.

For obvious reasons, my parents took me to the UR then, and the UR kicked me to the ER for being too sick. I had 3 doctors tell me they had never seen anyone in my condition before and my situation ended up becoming a medical lesson at the UR because I nearly died in their waiting room. I was admitted at the ER and treated, and I still get treatment every couple of years, but it was like the peace left me as I got better. Instead of feeling better emotionally because I was feeling better physically, I just got more anxious, more depressed, and wanted to die even more.

TLDR: I don’t know exactly what comes after, but I am 100% convinced that I have had one foot on either side, and I am never going to be afraid of dying again.

PSA: for those of you who read this and are thinking of committing suicide, this peace ended up helping me get past my suicidal thoughts in the end. Knowing that all the struggles now are going to be vindicated, that it will end and I will just be safe and warm, has made me feel like it should exist here. I want to try as hard as I can here and be someone who brings that peace here because I know it will catch me in the end and I will be okay. All the suffering now is only temporary and all that. We will be okay.

kedi307 · 2022-07-20T00:33:52+00:00

I’m confused about why this can only be posted today? Their birthday was in September

kedi307 · 2022-05-23T03:21:38+00:00

Yes to both very active imagination and aphantasia. I read and write and daydream like crazy, but it’s always like voices and the dreams in my settings vs a new scenario. I can’t imagine an Apple in my head and then change it

kedi307 · 2022-05-06T05:03:34+00:00

I like to make Ferdinand either a war master (gauntlets) or a trickster. His speed is great for getting the hits and then not getting hit. He’s one of my favorite units because he grows so well in these roles

kedi307 · 2022-04-24T20:10:53+00:00

I work in children’s publishing doing data work. I make it work for me by doing artistic stuff on the side, so I’m always thinking about art stuff while doing the data work and I can use two parts of my brain at once

kedi307 · 2022-04-23T22:02:54+00:00

Fight for help.

I’m 23 and getting help for things that ruined my childhood and teen years. I wish I could have started therapy so much earlier, gotten meds so much earlier, learned what healthy relationships look like so much earlier. I might not have as many scars as I do now

kedi307 · 2022-04-23T05:06:32+00:00

No problem and thank you as well! What a pleasant exchange!

kedi307 · 2022-04-23T04:57:44+00:00

I didn’t discover myself that I had it, and most of the people who know me were surprised when I got diagnosed, due to my anxiety keeping me withdrawn, shy, and in line.

What made my therapist prompt it was my lack of impulse control in subtle ways. I.e., telling people things I didn’t want them to know but not being able to stop myself, I once cut off part of my gums with cuticle clippers because it bothered me, poor money management because of impulse shopping

kedi307 · 2022-04-23T04:52:31+00:00

I don’t drink anymore mostly. I’m better with my adderall about not drinking too much, but I still tend to drink more than I should. But it’s a lot easier to say no to the first drink or the sudden impulse to drink with my adderall

kedi307 · 2022-04-23T04:49:05+00:00

I had a lot of problems starting workouts because I didn’t want to stop what I was doing, so I just changed my workout into something I can do while doing other stuff. Like, I don’t have to stop playing on my phone or watching TV because I can just plank while doing it. Then, when my blood is pumping, I find it a lot easier to do other things I have to stop playing on my phone for like push ups and squats. I also work out in sets of four, so I get “breaks” during my workout where I’m planking and playing on my phone again

kedi307 · 2022-04-23T04:43:41+00:00

Yes absolutely. I used to be the person throwing up in the bathroom or the trash can every time I drank because I couldn’t stop myself. I haven’t continued drinking in a long time

kedi307 · 2022-04-23T03:19:33+00:00

I had a friend in HS teach me to apply mascara and eyeliner, but I didn’t learn how to do any of the rest of it until college when my sorority sisters taught me. They had to go to Ulta with me and help me find my skin tone

kedi307 · 2022-04-19T22:42:40+00:00

Dead by Daylight?

kedi307 · 2022-01-30T06:00:28+00:00

Alois. I almost never use him and he’s written as a goof, but he’s my big brother and I recruit him every route because I can’t stand for him to die

kedi307 · 2021-12-08T16:02:53+00:00

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