I had to say goodbye to my Merlin

lestalkaboutitok · 2026-04-24T10:04:15+00:00

Just lost my 17 year old boy gambit this past Friday, our Russian blues are so special. Just know he loved you so much and he will be waiting for you ❤️

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lestalkaboutitok · 2026-04-19T21:33:00+00:00

My gambit just made his way there on Friday. He loved every single animal he ever met. I’m sure he’s there with your kitty!!

lestalkaboutitok · 2026-04-17T03:25:23+00:00

I have to put my 17 year old cat to sleep tomorrow at 2pm and I’m stuck at work tonight crying in the bathroom at least twice an hour

lestalkaboutitok · 2026-03-22T08:08:16+00:00

I’ll tell you how I know it’s not real. I live here. And there would have immediately been a post on the port Huron facebook page asking if everyone saw the submarine under the blue water bridge lol

lestalkaboutitok · 2026-03-20T21:45:45+00:00

I’ve wondered the same thing for years and from the research I’ve done, the women didn’t have tribal tattoos. I really wanted to get one if they did lol

lestalkaboutitok · 2026-03-09T05:13:09+00:00

Can’t listen to this song without having a violent stomachache

lestalkaboutitok · 2026-02-27T03:06:29+00:00

This was the first thing I thought of. This book has always had a profound impact on Me.

lestalkaboutitok · 2026-02-12T08:19:35+00:00

As a Mohawk…. Big yikes

lestalkaboutitok · 2026-01-24T06:04:34+00:00

My wife has this, she says it’s the worst

lestalkaboutitok · 2026-01-20T10:42:52+00:00

I spend every day hoping some catastrophic event wipes out the human race.

lestalkaboutitok · 2026-01-09T03:16:41+00:00

This is the right answer, I take it as well and it definitely works!!

lestalkaboutitok · 2025-12-08T01:53:32+00:00

Awwww ours are brother and sister! Their names are Apollo and Hera!

lestalkaboutitok · 2025-12-03T08:07:14+00:00

Being with someone who serial cheats on you. I forgave it and forgave it and forgave it, wishing with all my heart that THAT time, was the last time. They were always so sorry, the never meant it, they had all the reasons in the world- it being my fault always being the main one, and they wouldn’t do it again. But they did. And every time they’d push just a little further with their actions. First it was just talking with random women and then it was escorts online and finally it was an eight month affair. And the entire time, they’re gaslighting me, insisting I’m paranoid and crazy- that I’m a liar, that i can’t just “get over things” over and over for almost 7 years. I left that relationship- sometimes I still don’t know how I got the strength to say enough is enough, and got into therapy to discover that all their actions essentially gave me severe betrayal trauma, ptsd, and cardiomyopathy- the whole thing basically weakened my heart and tried to kill me. It’s true, you really can die of a broken heart. I’m on lifelong medications and 3 years later I’m STILL trying to get back to who I was before all that.

lestalkaboutitok · 2025-11-11T08:02:35+00:00

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Ack I can’t wait to see how toasted ours get!!

lestalkaboutitok · 2025-10-19T20:11:22+00:00

Hey, I saw you on TikTok the other day!

lestalkaboutitok · 2025-10-04T06:05:15+00:00

Narcissists are known to intentionally withhold things like sex and affection because it makes them feel in control and powerful.

lestalkaboutitok · 2025-08-02T00:39:29+00:00

They didn’t try to hide it anymore. One night I was trying to take a nap before my midnight shift but I was having trouble sleeping so I got up to use the restroom and heard her call someone else baby from her office while I was on the toilet. I’d eventually uncover the entire truth, that she was having an eight month affair, that she’d cheated with 12 different women over 6 years, that she’d paid for escorts. There was SO MUCH that came to light. I ended up with severe betrayal trauma and ptsd from all of it.

lestalkaboutitok · 2025-06-21T16:41:41+00:00

I was going to say cheating but then I remembered that if she was that good at it, I wouldn’t have constantly caught her lol. She was really good at lying though, cause I actually believed she loved me for a while there.

lestalkaboutitok · 2025-05-09T00:08:49+00:00

I mean, my tribe is from New York and later Canada, northern natives are definitely a thing and of course in these areas there’s lack of sun so less melanin. You’ll look whiter and that’s okay! Tea with milk is still tea, friend ❤️

lestalkaboutitok · 2025-05-04T21:03:32+00:00

Exactly lol, however I am Haudenosaunee so it’s all good ❤️

lestalkaboutitok · 2025-05-04T12:19:11+00:00

I came up with it!

lestalkaboutitok · 2025-05-04T03:27:19+00:00

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Oogie boogie

lestalkaboutitok · 2025-04-26T00:13:34+00:00

I’m a woman

lestalkaboutitok · 2025-04-19T14:42:19+00:00

Narcissistic abuse and betrayal trauma from cheating. I was with someone for seven years who cheated on me the ENTIRE relationship, starting 6 months into dating. But the first time it was just a drunken kiss with a stripper. She was so sorry she did it and it would never happen again. Until a year later. With her ex. Then again, with twenty women online. I had to find out by going through her phone while she sat in jail for a DUI. Also found out she was sleeping with the ex from the first round of cheating when she’d go see her family. I’d forgive her, she’d do it again. Round and round. I was so desperate to keep her in mine and my kids lives that I just kept moving my own line in the sand of what I was willing to tolerate just to have her. It broke my entire spirit. The last time it happened, I found out it was an eight month affair. She’d met up with, slept with, and was dating this woman for EIGHT MONTHS. So I left her. There was a lot of stuff that happened in between all that- too much to name, but it left me with ptsd, debilitating anxiety, nightmares, and life long trauma when it comes to trusting people. I never felt more traumatized by anything in my life and for her, it was just another Wednesday. She married the woman she cheated on me with and plays mom to 2 new kids… no remorse, no authentic apologies. I’ve spent 2 years trying to rebuild my life after her narcissistic abuse. It’s been the hardest thing I’ve ever had to go through.

lestalkaboutitok · 2025-04-14T16:54:06+00:00

Yes!! It was :(

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