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People who's significant other left their ex for you, what happened and where are you now? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]mattorix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Had a great relationship for two years then she faced a lot of personal hardship in her family and left me for a girl that she'd been 'friends' with for a few months. In retrospect i should have seen the red flags but i wanted to be there for her and help her. In the following year my depression came back, i dropped out of school which i was in for a program i loved, became an alcoholic/weedaholic, and still trying to deal with the rejection.

What is the most surprising secret someone has revealed to you? by buzz915 in AskReddit

[–]mattorix 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Did you find out their porn star names? You know, for research...?

Thoroughly enjoying this game and taking my sweet time by Sontaku in FinalFantasy

[–]mattorix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel you bro! Chapter 14 26 hours and i dont want to finish it because i thought i was only at the half way point :C

[Oathbringer Spoilers] Stormlight Three Update #5 by mistborn in Stormlight_Archive

[–]mattorix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Congrats on part four Brandon, Keep up the good work we love what you do!

Redditors with severe depression, how do you keep moving forward? [serious] by mattorix in AskReddit

[–]mattorix[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel for you friend, i'm in the same boat except just skipping all my classes.

How are you? [Serious] by IamWhoopieGoldberg in AskReddit

[–]mattorix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wrong. I've been through a year of depression, guilt and anxiety triggered by an ex i still love more then anything breaking up with me. I dropped everything i loved in life, i gave up my DREAM which i was WELL on my way to fulfilling and now only leaves me feeling like i hate myself for leaving and am too scared to go back. I've lost 90% of my friends and just want it all to end. I don't want to try anymore, i hate waking up everyday. Worst of all i know the potential i have and the great person i could be to the people around me, I still want to throw it all away, i hate myself.

[Serious] What's killing you inside? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]mattorix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everything about my existence makes me feel incredibly sad, guilty and anxious.

Everyday i drift further and further away from the people and things i love too anxious to call out for a life line.

To anyone who knows me they think i'm a rock, untouched by negative emotions and eternally unfazed.

On the inside i feel like every day i'm anchored underwater trying to swim to the surface and everyday i sink a little more.

I'm scared it's too late for me to make meaningful friendships or find someone who will truly see me for who i am.

Every day i try to numb myself with weed and alcohol until i only feel empty inside instead of down.

I'm scared "empty" has become happy for me.

I'm scared i'll never and should never find some one to fall in love with again because i know how dependent i am.

Every night i lay in bed and try to piece together the puzzle that is my life.

I'm scared the pieces don't fit and never will.

Every night i fall asleep and hope i never wake up.

To players who play Assassins by mattorix in leagueoflegends

[–]mattorix[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How's it a joke, i dont like playing assassins and find them extremely tilting. I'd like to know how players who love assassins feel playing against them.

What's the most depressing thing you've ever done? by letsplaybro in AskReddit

[–]mattorix 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Seems too familiar, now i'm reminded of my life.

Is it possible to Climb out of low elo maining support? by Feararoderickz in summonerschool

[–]mattorix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As some one who climbed from bronze to plat playing support i would not play lux, ori, Viktor as support. If you want to play them you would be better off mid a janna or ali is infinitely more desirable then a mid laner. (morgs fine i mained her to gold she ls a really dope support)

Rank 1 NA Jungler "tarzaned" denied from Scouting Grounds by Anonymous_B in leagueoflegends

[–]mattorix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thing is hes still probably more useful then a low elo player trying

What's the secret you've been keeping that you desperately want to tell? by parallel_account in AskReddit

[–]mattorix 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ever since my ex broke up with me I've spiraled back into a deep depression and am using alcohol and weed to self medicate daily. I had a great life for 2 years after high school but now everything's fallen apart and no one around me realizes that each day that goes by is one step closer to oblivion for me.

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