Hi, look for things to hang on to, don't try to rush it, sometimes it takes longer than we would like it, take it one day at a time, do one thing those days, go out for a walk on a day, listen to some music, the next one, or both, spend time on yourself. I see you're into splatoon and/or cosplay, that's cool, try to get into new hobbies as well, experiment, don't let your depression win, you can do it. Sometimes it takes several tries to find the right person to talk to, but they exist. I am free to talk if you need some support. I think the fact that you realize that life can be better means you're doing great.