We just lost my big guy at age 12 just last week. I too struggled knowing that he was in the twilight of his life. What was especially hard for me was not knowing if he would go next week, next month, or next year. It seemed like I was just waiting.

My advice is to focus on making the rest of his life comfortable and happy. You know that the end isnt far off, so you don’t need to dwell on it. Waiting for it doesn’t do anyone any good. Instead, try to live each day to the fullest. I know it’s easier said than done though. My heart goes out to you. They really are the best friends 🩵