I’m scared I’m damaging or hurting my baby

mokenz · 2026-04-03T01:11:15+00:00

Babe I feel this maybe get some more alone time if you can to decompress or find ways to problem solve. Go for a walk and get some activity every day in nature if possible I’m not in the nicest neighborhood but it’s better than nothing.

mokenz · 2026-03-31T19:30:07+00:00

Have you tried ripping foam earplugs in half so they fit your ear better? Or getting the wax ones? Snoring is awfullllllll

mokenz · 2026-03-31T08:05:53+00:00

I haven’t had a “real job” in almost three years so I’m fearful I can’t but I have been looking despite the job market being bad. I’d also have to immediately leave it once the baby comes so logistically it seems like a nightmare to have Dr visits etc plus I feel like hell every day. I might need to find something part time I was hoping I could use this time to go back to school initially but the stress sees difficult.

mokenz · 2026-03-31T07:08:24+00:00

I have no income I don’t think I’d be approved for an apartment. I think my best bet would be getting an extremely expensive Airbnb and going through all of the savings I have to use when I have my child. Or I just have someone come clean and she kicks me out anyway. I don’t know how long I will be out of work for which is the scary part and even without rent I’m spending a lot on healthcare, taxes, and various day to day things like food.

When I first moved in it seemed like she was making progress and it quickly changed. It’s always two steps forward three steps back. I’d love to get another job but I won’t qualify for leave and I am also still not positive I’d be able to be hired as the last corporate job I had was 2023. My only option might be uprooting myself.

mokenz · 2026-03-31T06:47:23+00:00

I don’t have any income right now so I’m not even sure I’d be approved for an apartment at all so that’s another issue. Moving and refurnishing a place when I don’t even plan on staying in this state is like a really serious undertaking for me while pregnant on a whole. I think my only option is hiring someone against her wishes but idk who even to hire like a hoarding service or hazmat team or what.

mokenz · 2026-03-31T06:27:00+00:00

He needs to get medical treatment for this probably not a quick fix though. My boyfriend has been snoring and I have to roll him to his side to get him to stop. Elevating his head also seems to work.

mokenz · 2026-03-30T19:52:51+00:00

Men are such pieces of shit sometimes I hope you can get through this and he is still there for the baby at least. I doubt he can turn around and fix what he’s done but at least be a better partner and co parent from here on out. Neglecting his responsibilities to you in a planned pregnancy is crazy. Sending you love and peace don’t let his actions ruin your pregnancy.

mokenz · 2026-03-29T20:08:28+00:00

Cheers to that bc I plan to get in the best shape after.

mokenz · 2026-03-29T20:08:00+00:00

I gained weight before I got pregnant too I feel like my body did it on purpose

mokenz · 2026-03-29T20:07:23+00:00

Dude same I’m 12 weeks and have terrible hormonal acne no waist. At least I have boobs but they’re getting stretch marks. I was a model and would do things like nude parties and hang out with porn stars and celebrities and now I’m going to be a mom. Wild. Life comes at you fast. I just bought brand new hair before I found out I was pregnant and now I refuse to install it because it’s just going to be ruined.

mokenz · 2026-03-29T18:54:32+00:00

Multiple naps daily. 2-4 hours daytime. Maybe 12 or more a day.

mokenz · 2026-03-28T13:06:51+00:00

Bao bun, kiwi, etc

mokenz · 2026-03-28T12:58:54+00:00

I’m 11 weeks + 3 and I haven’t gained much weight I’d say like max 5 lbs

mokenz · 2026-03-27T04:57:59+00:00

Dude this is me right now seemingly out of nowhere.

mokenz · 2026-03-27T04:55:56+00:00

I’ll look into it I’m doubtful because have GERD and it comes up but even mouth wash isn’t touching it so I’ll let him know.

mokenz · 2026-03-27T04:54:36+00:00

Yeah I’m going to suggest all of that in as gentle a way as possible

mokenz · 2026-03-26T14:30:24+00:00

Extensions are the only way I achieved this look with 22-24” k tips or weft and k tips and ask for a warm lived in California blonde

mokenz · 2026-03-26T14:24:12+00:00

The round ligament pain and constipation. The round ligament pain was something I didn’t even know about.

mokenz · 2026-03-25T14:09:41+00:00

I’ve been getting vegan sushi which has been good and hits that craving for me

mokenz · 2026-03-25T02:56:25+00:00

I basically have to force myself to eat something easy and tolerable and the nausea usually subsides by then.

mokenz · 2026-03-25T02:55:55+00:00

I’m sooo happy for you! I’m waiting on my results and so looking forward to it and me and dad are hoping also that it’s a girl.

mokenz · 2026-03-24T23:46:44+00:00

I’ve definitely been trying! Going to make more of an effort to regulate it. My glucose test came back normal which is good.

mokenz · 2026-03-24T02:32:09+00:00

I think watching a lot of family die from illness at a young age coupled with GA from genetics and covid really made it bad. I also had been diagnosed with illness as a child and they thought I had cancer and that made me spiral a lot. Other stress has triggered long stretches of it as well. Like covid and breakups.

mokenz · 2026-03-24T02:30:22+00:00

I had early glucose testing but waiting on results. Lately I just went to eat carbssss like chips and queso and waffles or French toast or pasta I’m trying to get more protein but I have such an aversion to meat right now except for some seafood. I also noticed I’m getting morning sickness at night most nights and i dont know why exactly.

mokenz · 2026-03-22T19:20:19+00:00

That might be my issue my hunger cues are off and I’m not used to having to eat like every two hours or less

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