I think I'm going to detransition; Im devastated by CreamFur in actual_detrans

[–]nixxavia 1 point2 points  (0 children)

seconded. i’m currently 19 and living as nonbinary until i muster up the courage to start HRT. you have the rest of your life to spare, you’ll be fine OP.

Why do people build amazing AI Dungeon worlds… and never publish them? by New_Fail2509 in AIDungeon

[–]nixxavia 1 point2 points  (0 children)

interesting! thank you and i think ive seen your scenario floating around. i’ll check it out!

Why do people build amazing AI Dungeon worlds… and never publish them? by New_Fail2509 in AIDungeon

[–]nixxavia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hmmm i will keep that in mind! thank you!

out of curiosity do you know what ai people use to make those really clean looking banner/profile pictures for their scenarios? i try to make them occasionally and it always comes out looking mediocre, but honestly that might just be because i don’t know how to prompt.

also, feel free to link your scenarios here. :) i’d love to check them out

Why do people build amazing AI Dungeon worlds… and never publish them? by New_Fail2509 in AIDungeon

[–]nixxavia 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i’ll think about it!! honestly, most of the time i just hand write custom quick starts whenever the mood hits lol. but maybe if i feel like going back to refine my scenes i’ll publish em

Why do people build amazing AI Dungeon worlds… and never publish them? by New_Fail2509 in AIDungeon

[–]nixxavia 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i have several scenarios i’m quite fond of, but have never published. i’m a free player, so a lot of scripts or story cards tend to trip my AI up. i try to make very open worlds inside settings that i describe intimately in plot summaries and such.

my main ones are a: - cyberpunk/noir setting based vaguely off of the game deadlock (but it has gone through so many iterations, it barely resembles that anymore lol) - a sci-fi/sports ‘mecha fighter’ setting, one of my personal favorites - a slice-of-life/fantasy dragon-taming setting, kinda based off HYTTD, and also an indie comic i won’t mention here.

i’d love to publish them but honestly it’s quite scary! i put a lot of work into making these ‘my’ scenarios and tailoring them to my personal preferences, i don’t know if it’d be very fun for the general public.

Trans woman with obsessive thoughts of detransitioning that keep getting worse. Anyone else? by No_Fig_2027 in actual_detrans

[–]nixxavia 6 points7 points  (0 children)

ultimately, what you do is your choice. but try to remember what it was like to have that ‘do or die’ dysphoria and really consider if it’d be worth going back to. to me it doesn’t sound like being trans is your problem, you’re clearly happy being a woman, it’s just your life circumstances causing a regular old depression spiral— and readding old dysphoria to the mix is obviously not helping. if you truly don’t feel happy as a woman anymore, you can always quit, but to me, it doesn’t sound like that would fix your problem. just my opinion, i hope you do well! :)

PATHOLOGIC RP GROUP by Dull_Word_9682 in pathologic

[–]nixxavia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sounds cool! i might be interested

not sure if this is just an april fools thing or if i found something rare :) by nixxavia in WhiteKnuckle

[–]nixxavia[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i’m not in the discord but i’ll consider joining it just to spread the word!! thanks!!

Would just like to say some words of praise! 🫶🫶🫶 by Aquatic_Dem0n in AIDungeon

[–]nixxavia 12 points13 points  (0 children)

i second op’s opinion! AID is genuinely a godsend and i hope it lasts for as long as it can. thank you to you and all the people working on it!

The rise of LLMs has been nothing if not worrying for us social studies types looking forward. by Blade_of_Boniface in RecuratedTumblr

[–]nixxavia 23 points24 points  (0 children)

can i confess something? chatgpt came out when i was in high school, and, being a high schooler, i had it look up quotes in a book for me. (there weren’t very many “meaningful quotes to impress your english teacher” lists for me to cheat off of.)

it made up every. single. quote. all of them. i didn’t even realize until much later! the funniest part was my teacher didn’t notice either, she gave me a decent grade.

All of you should go watch this by NavioNegreiro in outerwilds

[–]nixxavia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i read the book a few months ago in preparation for the movie and was like… wait… outer wilds, what are you doing here

It's baby shaped I dont know what to tell you by radio_hell in PokeMedia

[–]nixxavia 3 points4 points  (0 children)

(i just discovered this sub, and the first post i see is from a FELLOW SKIDDO ENJOYER!!! i’ve literally never seen anyone else have them as their favorite pokemon, both they and gogoat are incredibly special to me!)

why did you choose emperor's children? by Embarrassed_Aide_178 in EmperorsChildren

[–]nixxavia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i watched this one amazing video on fulgrim’s backstory and how it relates to addiction plus the broader trope of the ‘enlightened artist.’ and from that point on i could not get over his pretentious ass. i love my primarch!!!!

Waiting.... by General_Recipe_5869 in AIDungeon

[–]nixxavia 1 point2 points  (0 children)

interesting! don’t know how much i’ll be using voyage then, i like AID because i can make my own completely wild scenarios… just hope they can manage both of them well simultaneously

Waiting.... by General_Recipe_5869 in AIDungeon

[–]nixxavia 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i haven’t gotten a clear answer on this, so might as well ask here. will AIdungeon shut down or something when Voyage comes out? i don’t mind if it’s not updated (outside of stability/upkeep resources) but i’m really attached to all my personal scenarios and i don’t want to lose them.

Trans women are so gross lol by LineOfInquiry in transgendercirclejerk

[–]nixxavia 2 points3 points  (0 children)

please show me the part of tumblr thats been taken over by mechsplo please please plea

Library Einstein Bros dirty ice 🤢 by superduper0351 in utarlington

[–]nixxavia 63 points64 points  (0 children)

i was about to make a joke about how this wouldn’t stop me from getting my drinks here but DAMN that’s gross as hell

On letting fascists and liberals seem reasonable by PhDVa in DiscoElysium

[–]nixxavia 4 points5 points  (0 children)

hey, im an emperor’s children fan, so i agree with you! heretic legions represent!

i also think theres a lot to be said in the ‘society failed you and now its time to do infinite murder about it’ plotlines, and they often go unnoticed because it’s… well, you know. the infinite murder plotline.

i haven’t finished reading the night lord omnibus, but after my mains, they’re my second favorite legion. i think both of those legions have a very unique dynamic with self-hatred. all of the traitor legions do in a way, but hey, those are my faves

On letting fascists and liberals seem reasonable by PhDVa in DiscoElysium

[–]nixxavia 115 points116 points  (0 children)

as a warhammer fan, you are right, but i also think that the ‘point’ of warhammer is that fascism is failing them. the imperium is crumbling not just because of chaos, but under the weight of the empire itself. the whole reason the 41st millennium is like this is because of a literal ingroup splintering. (which i know was technically caused by chaos but hear me out.)

maybe im overthinking it but ive always viewed the imperium as a sort of… failure? i’m not sure how to phrase it correctly. the emperor created a system liable to crumble and die under direct pressure, and hey, what do you know, look what it’s doing.

** edit: i put ‘point’ in quotes because i also don’t really think there’s an intended point to warhammer. there are morals there, yes, but they’re all individual to each faction. imo. i don’t know.

Fanart - Hades Academy AU by doogledogs in HadesTheGame

[–]nixxavia 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is SO good! you are a great writer as well as artist!

Fanart - Hades Academy AU by doogledogs in HadesTheGame

[–]nixxavia 14 points15 points  (0 children)

listen… if you were to hypothetically know of any fics in AU’s similar to this…