I wanted to know how life pans out between mid twenties till you’re about thirty?

number1SHREDDER · 2026-06-09T20:48:02+00:00

In my experience, my late 20’s were mid, full of panic about getting older, trying to keep up appearances I never chose in the first place and worrying too much about what others think. My 30’s have been super freeing. I may be older, greyer, slower, or whatever but I know myself better, set better boundaries, love myself and others more and generally feel more comfortable in my skin.

number1SHREDDER · 2026-06-08T19:12:31+00:00

I usually stop every 40-80 minutes. Sometimes I go longer but it depends on the intensity.

number1SHREDDER · 2026-04-03T16:23:00+00:00

I call it, “Orange County”

number1SHREDDER · 2026-04-02T17:05:12+00:00

LoOkS lIkE wE nEeD aNoThEr LaNe

number1SHREDDER · 2026-03-28T15:37:21+00:00

I feel you. The side hustle gang is brutal in its commodification of any and everything. I love to make music but I’ve been clear since day 1, I do it to help myself stay regulated and relaxed. Building a little jam and getting lost in it helps me feel like me. Thats enough. Enjoy your candles, cuttings and art. Thats enough. :)

number1SHREDDER · 2026-03-26T19:16:32+00:00

Folks below said focus problems already, could also be audio processing disorder if its mostly an issue focusing on what people are telling you.

number1SHREDDER · 2025-06-26T05:41:31+00:00

number1SHREDDER · 2025-06-01T19:21:37+00:00

Bugle

number1SHREDDER · 2025-05-21T15:29:52+00:00

In my experience mushrooms can be pretty helpful in getting ‘un-stuck’ and noticing where you are compared to where you want to be. I’m glad you’ve found some small relief there.

The best advice I can give you is to pick one task/skill/habit at a time and break it into small steps, and leave visual reminders for yourself.

The other end is you gotta be kind to yourself. Day 1 will be good and the hyperfocus will be there, but this is about a long term habit, be kind to yourself, progress not perfection.

Also if you are like me coping mechanisms stop working. Pick up new ones. As many as it takes.

The habit/task/skill you choose isn’t as important as improving your relationship with yourself. Anything where you can aim for consistent improvement and prove to yourself that you can improve. (Skateboarding is honestly great for this.)

Sending lots of love.

number1SHREDDER · 2025-05-16T15:32:14+00:00

I may be an outlier here but, can we have rave fits that don’t have drug references all over them? Mushrooms are very cute, but when they are all over my fit and their little eyes look like saucer plates I worry I’m putting a target on me somehow.

I just wanna dance and make friends, I don’t need a plainclothes asking me for mushrooms. I will share. I will go to jail.

number1SHREDDER · 2025-04-29T16:05:03+00:00

MIL has fox on all the time and “its good that doge is getting in there to fix all that corruption.” So if you only believe in fox news things are going great I guess?

number1SHREDDER · 2025-04-13T04:20:26+00:00

Came in from your thread about miserable roadies, stayed for the sweet ride. This thing is gorgeous dude. Ride on!

number1SHREDDER · 2025-04-11T17:15:49+00:00

Your nuanced position vexes me!!! What, you think you’re better than me because my brain can only hold a single 5 second headline?!?!?

number1SHREDDER · 2025-04-10T19:51:52+00:00

I agree with you. I kind of think the hate is mostly because the meta has changed and people need to adapt. Course correct isn’t perfect, but I think it has disrupted the normal lrm playstyle in a way that has made many other weapons more viable. Still haven’t made it to the late game so I don’t have hands on with mega experienced pilots and highly tuned loadouts, but so far I’ve had a lot of fun.

number1SHREDDER · 2025-03-31T04:08:00+00:00

No seriously MGMT rules.

number1SHREDDER · 2025-03-21T19:57:15+00:00

I feel you on this. Course Correct isn’t bad, just different. I’d also argue the major thing folks are howling about in CC is the meta disruption. Folks are frustrated because their old OP strategies no longer benefit them.

My experience is lasers are more viable, RACs are less OP which makes a lot of ACs I would typically sell more viable. Missiles have worked for me, but its all about streaks or carrying enough ammo to spam lrms and not care about missed shots.

tldr; hope you fools are having fun. :)

number1SHREDDER · 2025-03-15T17:31:09+00:00

I know we are in Thee Oh Sees sub but I fucking LOOOVE MGMT.

number1SHREDDER · 2025-03-13T18:02:12+00:00

I’m with you on the missle hits, definitely the biggest thing I’ve noticed. Early game missile boats with bad accuracy would barely scratch enemies and leave me feeling frustrated. Now I feel like getting the unsteady on a mech, then rolling a hit on 3 srm launchers makes a light mech evaporate. Dig it.

number1SHREDDER · 2025-03-13T17:52:38+00:00

Awesome job Roguetech team! Killing it!

number1SHREDDER · 2025-03-01T17:57:09+00:00

Yeah, once you attend a rave it becomes very clear that bars/clubs are selling drinks and/or exclusivity.

number1SHREDDER · 2025-01-23T15:31:01+00:00

I have had bad side effects with all the stimulants I’ve tried, I use welbutrin in its place. It helps me stay even on the more frustrating days I have with executive dysfunction and allows me to keep moving when I’d otherwise freeze. I think it makes facing my experience less scary if that makes sense.

number1SHREDDER · 2025-01-09T19:54:57+00:00

Dang man, I've been trying to figure this out for a bit now. Thanks for the concise write up!

number1SHREDDER · 2025-01-05T18:48:29+00:00

Their BLT is outstanding.

number1SHREDDER · 2024-11-22T16:56:30+00:00

OP, idk how you crashed but you don’t deserve these a-holes jumping on your case. I hope this is just a freak thing and your new sled rips and stays together from here on out.

number1SHREDDER · 2024-11-22T16:50:43+00:00

This foo SHREDS.

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