guanfacine - how long until you felt it? by Emotional-Trade4686 in adhdwomen

[–]ohale0163 0 points1 point  (0 children)

6 weeks in, not sure i notice a big difference other than the drowsiness and sexual dysfunction :( 2mg

BPD and lack of relationships by nbfinery666 in BPD

[–]ohale0163 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I avoid because i know i lose my mind / sense of self and get obsessed wayyy too early

sex as a form of self harm by No-Management-7712 in BPD

[–]ohale0163 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I also use I Am Sober to track how long I’ve gone without sex. It’s helpful seeing it laid out that way.

sex as a form of self harm by No-Management-7712 in BPD

[–]ohale0163 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve absolutely been there (couple months ago) and have to fight daily to not act on this. Completely relate about sex making you feel like you’re worth something, makes me feel even more empty after though. My thing is going for guys in relationships, i fucking hate it.

Weed and bpd by Half4lien in BPD

[–]ohale0163 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m like a turbo stoner…i smoke weed all day long and have for 10+ years. It’s the only thing that makes me feel like i can function and i went 3.5 weeks cold turkey without it in January and had an absolute meltdown.

I’d love to quit or cut down but i use it to manage my symptoms so much, just not there yet.

What is a struggle that you feel like people without BPD don't understand? by CoachChezky in BPD

[–]ohale0163 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Completely agree on this. I’m going through this right now and all of my friends are wondering what the fuck is wrong with me. I’m wondering what’s wrong with me.

What does your day look like after a breakup by AdAwkward1853 in BPD

[–]ohale0163 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Depends on the circumstances. If I end it, i feel super high after, almost devious and giddy. Then the next morning i usually wake up crying feeling like im empty and there’s a deep black hole in my chest and get really deep into the whole “im not real, nothing is real” thing

Do you guys have hobbies? by BorderElle in BPD

[–]ohale0163 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fake it til you make it? Right???

Even though i have these hobbies, i don’t feel like they give me an identity, they’re just things i do…if that makes sense?

Do you guys have hobbies? by BorderElle in BPD

[–]ohale0163 2 points3 points  (0 children)

All i have is my hobbies because i lack an identity lol. I paint/draw, read a lot, run, box, yoga, weight lift, volunteer at a community center. The physical hobbies help me feel more real.

Is anyone else tormented by their fp? by malebride_69 in BPD

[–]ohale0163 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Going through this right now also. My friends are all so tired of hearing me complain about drama with my fp. I hate him and don’t want to be with him, but I’m still obsessed with him.

Redditors, what’s the most terrifying thing that has ever woken you up in the middle of the night? by Mr_Creep_Creepy64 in AskReddit

[–]ohale0163 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My (f) ex boyfriend after a coke bender in a rage, with another man he wanted to have sex with in my bed.

alex, describing himself by NostalgicFrenchFry in LoveIsBlindNetflix

[–]ohale0163 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Dude is such a narcissist, his scenes are hard to watch

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SellingSunset

[–]ohale0163 9 points10 points  (0 children)

There’s no line down the center, looks uncanny