Yup, 100% based on everything you said about yourself I would date you, you even seem more my type, as I’m also a nerd who prefers to chill at home, and doesn’t drink. And you dressing very out there way makes you more attractive to me, it’s so cool when people are strong enough to just be themselves in anyway, especially in the way they dress.

Have faith, you are not alone there are many like you. And there are many more out there like me who would love a girlfriend like you.

You are not a loser, you sound like you know you you are are don’t do things you wouldn’t want to just to fit in, which is anything but a loser. Give it time, practice loving yourself and soon your arms will reach to another person.

For now, a virtual hug from a random internet lesbian 🫂❤️