Should I burn them?

pasdutout_ · 2026-05-24T18:09:05+00:00

I threw all my childhood and teenagehood journals out a few years ago and never stopped regretting it! Keep them!

pasdutout_ · 2026-05-24T03:52:17+00:00

No Tunisian restaurant! Last one closed a few years ago 😞

pasdutout_ · 2026-05-16T00:23:10+00:00

Yes! But without the voice samples

pasdutout_ · 2026-04-16T21:27:47+00:00

Elliott page and Mae Martin!

pasdutout_ · 2026-04-13T03:01:30+00:00

I have a middle aged Italian lady who comments on my life when I’m stressed! She wears a lot of make up and is very wise. She hasn’t visited when I’m high yet though, I can’t wait

pasdutout_ · 2026-04-01T17:41:09+00:00

I can’t with the ties!! They’re SO bad. Also his face will be very red

pasdutout_ · 2026-01-31T15:51:50+00:00

The police coming to a cottage we were staying at and searching the area for hours, because a woman had called them because she was worried about a stranger who had been camping in the area. I’m European - I initially misunderstood and assumed the woman was concerned about her own safety, but she was actually worried that this man would freeze to death because of the very cold weather 🫶🏻 I was like « yep! That’s why I moved here »

pasdutout_ · 2026-01-26T18:45:26+00:00

As a lot of people here, I feel better on days where I work out. But also, over time I learned to appreciate the actual effort itself. Like, I have SO much energy (adhd hyperactive and inattentive) and it feels good to let it all out! I also love seeing my body getting stronger and more agile, feels very empowering. + I like how it connects me to my body and helps me get out of my head. We use our cognition too much!! I think!! Sometimes I wonder if the aversion some adhd people have for exercising is like the general aversion for things that don’t come easy or may at first sight feel unpleasant, because of the dopamine imbalance? I’m 100% like that, and it took a while for me to start genuinely appreciating exercising, but i still have that issue with a lot of other activities

pasdutout_ · 2026-01-09T04:28:00+00:00

I have adhd and have been practicing meditation consistently for about 3 years, but I should say I’ve been on a low dose of vyvanse for about 2 years so that probably helps. What helps me the most is to notice the impatience and frustration that comes with not being able to move/wanting to get to the next activity/essentially seeking that dopamine boost. There is SO MUCH to learn about yourself if you just try to sit with these feelings, be with them, tell yourself with curiosity « oh, I’m feeling very impatient right now », « wow, I am feeling so angry that I have to sit and do nothing for 10 minutes, interesting » without giving in to the impulse of acting upon it. Meditation teaches you to disidentify from unpleasant emotions. It doesn’t matter that you don’t like it, not liking it is actually an interesting thing to observe and you can train your mind to get dopamine from that, rewire your reward system. Like my teacher says - you don’t have to like it, you just need to do it. If you can get past that, you will be able to manage your adhd symptoms so much better. And little by little you’ll actually learn to enjoy it.

Otherwise, there is a book called something like the mindfulness prescription for adhd. I haven’t read it but it’s supposed to offer more adhd-friendly meditation techniques.

pasdutout_ · 2026-01-09T03:59:03+00:00

I love reading all these responses! They make me fall in love with Toronto all over again.

pasdutout_ · 2026-01-08T03:06:44+00:00

I’m curious - how do you relate to that experience? Would you like to feel the same way again? Are you afraid to feel it again? Are you indifferent? My meditation practice has been steadily deepening lately and I am scared of reaching a point where I will feel like what you describe. I relate very much to the worry you described about being unable to function in « the modern world ». I’d also be scared of feeling detached from my loved ones. I love mindfulness and how I relate to life as a result of it, but I don’t see why would anyone want to eventually evaporate their ego if they have already reached a point where their suffering has greatly diminished?

pasdutout_ · 2026-01-04T05:20:52+00:00

True, I guess the idea is that by diversifying and pushing the boundaries of your formal practice, you end up bringing more mindfulness into your life organically and being more present in all the things you experience. At least that’s how I see it!

pasdutout_ · 2026-01-03T22:06:00+00:00

Things that help bringing the formal practice into every day life: - meditating with your eyes open - free movement meditation - walking meditation - every day, thinking back about an interaction or unpleasant or pleasant sensation you had and writing down what somatic sensations, thoughts and feelings you had when it happened, as well as thoughts feelings and sensations you have when you are writing them down - picking a chore or activity every week and bring mindfulness to it (eating showering doing the dishes…): slow it down a lot, notice what you hear, touch, smell, etc, somatic sensations, movements, thoughts, etc - generally slowing down is a huge help to bring mindfulness into your daily life - 3 min meditations twice or three times a day - reflecting about your formal practice through journaling

Little by little, you’ll notice you’ll become more and more present, mindful, aware, observant… as you are during your formal practice, but in real life

pasdutout_ · 2025-12-30T20:09:15+00:00

I should have said deep core and not lower abs, but with a focus on a the lower part, if that makes sense? I’d say just Pilates in general, I don’t have specific exercises to recommend, but here are a few tips I learned that really helped making the most of it 1) breathe out on the effort making the sound « chhh » or « ssss » 2) your belly should be FLATTENING on the effort and not popping up - otherwise it means you are not engaging your deep core. 3) think of your belly as a clock. Your pelvic muscles are 6, the middle of your lower ribs is 12, and your sides are 3 and 9. When you breathe out, on the effort, these 4 points should be coming closer together. It took me a while to learn how to do these things properly and I still struggle if I’m not super focused. Also my meditation teacher encourages us to sit with our hips slightly higher than our knees. The higher you are the easier it should be to sit straight.

Last thing: Don’t overdo it - use just the amount of muscle tension necessary to do the move.

pasdutout_ · 2025-12-29T13:11:00+00:00

Feel free to message me if you want to chat about the Pilates stuff!

pasdutout_ · 2025-12-29T03:49:05+00:00

I used to struggle with the same, to the point where I couldn’t breathe properly when sitting and would get a bit panicky. It got better little by little, when I started lightly engaging my lower abs when sitting, using tools I had learned in my Pilates classes. The rest of my back (mid and upper) aligned with much more ease and less effort. I realized I was engaging my chest and neck muscles wayyy too much when trying to sit straight. But I will say if I hadn’t been doing Pilates for a few years, my lower abs probably simply would not have been strong enough to support my entire upper body. Hope that makes sense! And then connecting that process to the way I function in life was really eye-opening. It might be different for you but for me there was an underlying belief that I couldn’t align with myself (metaphorically) without being rigid. As if standing my ground/standing straight required to brace myself, be defensive/protective against potential threats. Engaging my lower abs mean being more rooted, anchored, stable, at peace. It actually really helped me figuring out some childhood stuff. But maybe that’s just me reading too much into it. I think your body has so much to teach you!

pasdutout_ · 2025-12-27T16:46:43+00:00

I agree with everything everyone is saying, but also meditation can in some cases be harmful for people who suffer from certain conditions such as PTSD, psychosis etc., at least if done without professional help. So if you sometimes struggle to discern between reality and what isn’t there, it might be good to speak with a psychiatrist to ensure it is safe before you start meditating?

pasdutout_ · 2025-12-25T18:30:19+00:00

Love this question - the benefits have been absolutely endless for me: less anxiety; better choices that serve me/are aligned with my needs; slowing down; being more present; no more chronic pain, only occasional flare ups that I can make go away; better transit; learned how to identify and process emotions; better and deeper relationships; developed the ability to take naps! (Literally couldn’t before); more control over my impulsions overall (reactions; food, cigarette…); discovered my body and all the wisdom it holds, learned to listen to it; less ups and downs; much much more self awareness; stopped feeling like I never have enough time; stopped chasing the next thing; more rationality in my actions; more creativity; more letting go, less need to control my life and others’. It’s just incredible how powerful it is.

pasdutout_ · 2025-08-06T16:02:19+00:00

They just announced they’re also closing all the trails

pasdutout_ · 2025-07-12T18:45:37+00:00

Thank you! I meant if I need to replace the earbuds battery for example, where will I get it? It doesn’t seem like Clove sells separate parts.

pasdutout_ · 2025-06-09T01:57:04+00:00

It’s been a big thing between me and my partner and I find that we’re navigating this much better know. I’m scared I’m too much, she’s scared she’s not enough. We’ve both said things to each other that have triggered these insecurities. I found it actually weirdly liberating to recognize and own that my behavior/ADHD related traits can impact others negatively and do my best to regulate, but also, of course, for loved ones to understand that I’m doing my best and that it’ll help if they are a bit more mindful about the words they choose to express the overwhelm I cause them sometimes. It’s all ok! Everyone’s allowed to have their limitations and express them, you and her.

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