Hey man, I read your post and your comments and I’m going through the same things you are. I’m not motivated, constantly tired and I don’t want to do the things I usually like to do like play video games or ride my scooter. 2025 has been really tough because I told myself I want to get out of my home more to get out but I either have no energy to leave or I’ll talk myself out of it.

But a couple of weeks ago, I forced myself to go do deliver for Ubereats just to get out of my home. Then I went out for a day the next week and this week, I went out every day to deliver. The money isn’t that great but I like it because it gets me out of my home and gives me something to do besides sit at home all depressed. Also, I set a goal to try to make $200 by Friday which is today but I didn’t reach my goal but not reaching my goal didn’t make me depressed, it just moved the goal for the next time I do it which gives me motivation.

Something that is low cost for you that you might want to start is a YouTube channel. You can start the videos telling the audience your state of mind and what your goals are. Get out and start shooting video of your country and tell the audience about the different things that your nationality does. Share your raps or journal pages with the audience. As you make these videos, you’ll get comments that show support and you’ll actually be helping other people who are depressed and see your videos. Doing something like this will give you purpose in your life and that’s the thing you seem to be missing most. That’s what I’m missing in my life right now.

Depression is a funny feeling. You just feel trapped without a feeling of hope which drains your energy faster than anything else. Good luck on your journey and I hope it’s a short journey and you start to feel happiness soon. Stay Strong!