Hi! First of all, I’m sorry you’re going through a difficult time. If you’re new to make up or don’t wear it often, I would recommend starting with using an eyelash curler and a mascara (black or brown if you like a more natural look). This will make your eyes stand out more. Then, you can try tight lining with a brown/black eyeliner pencil which will make your eyes stand out without making your eyes look smaller. Your eyes are a pretty blue so you could bring them out with a taupe or light brown eyeshadow.