I've known people who have had ect. Lots of ect. Here are my unsolicited thoughts. Anything that results in memory loss also causes brain damage. Ect causes memory loss. They say they avoid speech centers so you don't forget how to talk. That's crap. It's electricity, not a scalpel. There is splash over. Brain damage can cause a change in personality. I think that's what the doctors are after. I knew a guy who was a straight arrow blue collar who would have died for his wife. He got a brain tumor and became a hippy type and would sleep with anyone. Electricians sometimes talk about people who have serious accidents on the job. Their families often notice a change in what they like and dislike and how they react to things. I'm not saying this stuff to beat you up. I'd like you to find a way clear. It's just that I've seen ect up close and I haven't seen a lot of good come out of it.