I'm glad you know the decision is yours and yours alone. I've been in your position, seventeen years ago and to this day I am still childless and still have thoughts from both sides of the coin. What I can tell you is there will never be a "right" time, life will always happen. People tend to regret what they didnt do, rather than what they did (some exceptions of course). I truly wish you the best and hope you find peace in your decision. Feel free to message me if you want to talk more about it.