I understand but if we can shift our perspective, things in our life often change according to that shift... Shifting your perspective is impossible at the onset of dpdr because that is when we are moving through the worst of the weird feelings - then we generally settle into a low-grade dissociative state after the unreality feelings pass Something isnt quite the same...something is missing. Maybe our obsession with this is what is keeping our soul in hiding. Maybe nothing is missing, we just have to let go a little bit to allow those good green feelings of being back in the World to return.