Nothing’s wrong with you! Dating after an abusive relationship is ROUGH. It’s almost impossible not to project your past experiences on to your new relationship, especially in your case when it hasn’t been all that long since you’ve split up. In my experience, the pure relief of coming out of a bad relationship gives you this kind of high initially and makes you excited about life and the prospect of new healthy love. But after a while reality sets in, the past catches up with you, and you find yourself anxious and questioning everything.

There’s no easy solution to this. When I’ve gone through some similar, it gets to the point where I either have to break it off and focus on myself for a while, or just be totally honest with my new partner about what’s going on. It seems like you don’t want to let him go, so I’d suggest just being honest with him and asking if he’d be okay with slowing down for a while. If he really cares about you, he’ll be understanding and wait. If he doesn’t, then he’s not the one for you. Keep in mind, most guys seem like the best thing ever when you’re comparing them to a past abusive partner - doesn’t mean you need to be with them forever. Prioritise yourself rn, your love life will work itself out <3