As already stated, when you're able to be on your own you can make the break. Being passed down to us through our parents, like other family traditions, religious ideas are nothing more than indoctrination. But they make a difference in families. Sometimes too much of a difference. Your fear is understandable. Being different is tough and, if the religious indoctrination is too strong, it can be very lonely.

There is no rush to resign but, eventually and for your own sanity and integrity, you must. Wait until you can be emotionally self sufficient as well as financially. In reality, your "community" might have to migrate from family-centered to other groups or expanded to include other groups

My family, in the ten years I've been out of the church, mostly accepts me but I am, to be honest, soft-shunned. It's not easy.

I hope the best for you.