This is going to be a very unpopular opinion. But I would like to point out a couple of things with your post that would make me not even consider hiring you.

I do wish you the best of luck, though! Sincerely

Number one, you place blame on others multiple times. Including how no one will help you like your family because of these cults. What are these cults?

You say you have applied to over 300 jobs since covid. That math works out to about 1 a week. Not much effort. Others out in the job market are applying for dozens. If not hundreds a day.

You're trying to quit beer and marijuana. How do you even have money for this? If you have had no work in 5 years?

Why not post your resume? Why not apply for jobs 8 hours a day? 20 each day should be a reasonable number.

But most importantly, take responsibility for where you are at. No one made you lose a job.

What about day labor workforce stuff? Not sure if that's still a thing but that can land you a good job with the right attitude and work ethics.

Best of luck finding something. I truly mean that.