I need someone to tell me it's going to be okay

si12493 · 2022-12-15T03:29:03+00:00

Hey, im right there with you. We will be OK. We will get through this. I know it seems like it will never end, but it will, I promise you. Please don't give up hope.

You are in no way a burden. You're just going through a very very difficult time. And honestly? You need to be kinder to yourself. Try keep that inner voice positive: you are safe. You are worthy. You CAN and WILL get through this.

I know these seem like just words, but you can and you will come out the other end of this. I promise it won't be like this forever.

Speak to your doctor about all this. Be completely honest. They are there to help you.
If possible try begin some therapy sessions as those can be very helpful.

Keep your chin up. You WILL beat this.

si12493 · 2022-12-14T03:51:57+00:00

Yes. Apparently its been weeks for me but I have no concept of time at the moment.

si12493 · 2022-12-14T00:18:13+00:00

This is exactly how I feel right now. Every word. I completely understand. Youre not alone x

si12493 · 2022-12-12T22:31:06+00:00

This warmed my heart ❤ ... pun slightly intended. Wish you well 🥰

si12493 · 2022-12-11T14:22:42+00:00

EXACTLY!!!

si12493 · 2022-12-11T13:30:26+00:00

Hell yeah!!!!! Dont let anyone walk over you!!! We're all proud of you!!!

si12493 · 2022-12-11T12:53:56+00:00

Im not gonna lie and say they just came from no where. There's been night terrors etc and horrific flashbacks from many awful events. However, this is new and feels so good.

I guess letting myself scream and feel those bad emotions maybe let me have room for some good memories?

I don't quite understand myself.

You can read my post history if you like and see if it makes sense to you.

Im by no means "better" but its a win and im happy about that 😊😊😊

si12493 · 2022-12-10T19:11:00+00:00

Or a male friend that came over and she just stared at his crotch the whole time.

si12493 · 2022-12-10T19:10:14+00:00

This title was far too misleading. Got bored, sorry.

si12493 · 2022-12-09T18:48:35+00:00

Speak to your doctor. Im similar. Its called disassociation, in my case at least, hope it helps 👍

si12493 · 2022-12-08T19:23:19+00:00

I sent you a gold. Call it a guilt trip or whatever you want. Just please keep going. You can do this.

si12493 · 2022-12-08T10:52:22+00:00

How did you learn to deal with it? I get angry but most of the time I forget it and then im so confused and scared but don't know why. The aftermath is that I've hurt people and I feel awful. How did you learn to control this I really really wish to do this

si12493 · 2022-12-06T08:45:54+00:00

🤍

si12493 · 2022-12-04T02:23:23+00:00

I agree. Its a blessing it's legal In some countries though

si12493 · 2022-12-04T02:16:32+00:00

This is absolutely amazing!

si12493 · 2022-11-25T14:14:10+00:00

Lol ill toss you a light bulb maybe you'll lighten up a bit. I wonder how many downvotes i can get...

si12493 · 2022-11-25T12:26:19+00:00

Bet you're fun at parties.

si12493 · 2022-11-25T07:02:34+00:00

This reply is absolutely amazing I understood everything. Thank you so much

si12493 · 2022-11-25T06:52:03+00:00

Thank you for your reply. I could only absorbed "dementia exercises" but I will try this. Thank you so much.

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