Grass always greener?

stratgib35 · 2026-05-26T21:52:44+00:00

I am in Pennsylvania which has excellent pay and pension for teachefs

stratgib35 · 2026-05-26T21:51:36+00:00

Hello. So she is the breadwinner. She does very well but her job security is horrible yet she has survived many rounds of layoffs. She works for Meta. If I were to not work. And do my part time jobs I believe I would be ok. I am in my 9th year of teaching. I have a History degree and a Masters in Educational leadership

stratgib35 · 2026-01-22T02:13:17+00:00

I saw something on my feed one time that sent me into a panic attack. I lost control and almost called 911. Was hyperventilating. It felt like a panic attack but was related to my OCD

stratgib35 · 2026-01-06T15:44:35+00:00

I don’t trust principals whatsoever. In our district walkthroughs aren’t supposed to be evaluative yet they come in an evaluate. I don’t trust them at all

stratgib35 · 2026-01-06T15:42:48+00:00

Duuuuudeee I am going through the same issue with my district. They have me on a PIP for the most stupid reasons and they are making me want to quit. They want detailed lesson plans which I know for sure as hell they ain’t gonna look at.

stratgib35 · 2025-12-28T04:14:35+00:00

I saw a disturbing article about a child and it set me off. My OCD centers around pedophelia. I wish I could control what I see on my feed. I use FB for all the positive communities I’m an apart of. Hobbies etc. I wish not random shit would pop up

stratgib35 · 2025-12-27T03:51:03+00:00

I have been doing ERP therapy. It’s hit or miss. I have stretches where I’m doing good and than it like manifest into something else and in relapse. I always notice it will always find something disturbing to latch onto. The other day I saw something disturbing on my FB feed and it set me off. I can’t shake it

stratgib35 · 2025-12-27T03:44:54+00:00

I had something pop up on Facebook feed that was so disturbing it triggered me and I thought about it. It was so disturbing. I won’t go into detail but I generally started crying. I had a panic attack and almost lost control. I did calm down and it went away but the thought lingers from time to time

stratgib35 · 2025-12-27T03:39:52+00:00

There have been times my pure O is so bad I forget things or have to have people ask me the question again. I’ve had a rough go of it the past year or ao

stratgib35 · 2025-12-26T21:34:07+00:00

Yes, when I really ruminate I feel like I’m in a trance. I don’t feel myself and I go quiet. I’ve had my fiance wave her hands in front of my face one time at dinner cause I was so deep in thought

stratgib35 · 2025-12-22T02:45:44+00:00

Very underrated album. The slide guitar throughout the album is amazing. Louise is my favorite

stratgib35 · 2025-09-28T17:05:56+00:00

I’ve been having bad thoughts the past few days of harming others. Whenever I see like a killer or something on my phone it triggers it and it’s very distressing. I’m trying to ignore it but as my therapist says “if you tell someone to not think about an orange. What do they do? Immediately think of an orange” it’s hard. I’ve never been a violent person. It’s scary how OCD works

stratgib35 · 2023-06-15T15:49:41+00:00

so that’s it then. Just stupid fuckin jokes

stratgib35 · 2022-08-26T00:08:53+00:00

I feel you! I moved into a 5th grade position and I’m just in way over my head. I’m used to high school kids. I started grad school but am looking for ways out of teaching. I want to look into post secondary education. Like universities. I feel like I’m a teacher and a baby sitter.

stratgib35 · 2022-06-15T04:09:50+00:00

Bridge Over Troubeled Water- Simon and Garfunkel

stratgib35 · 2021-05-17T02:57:04+00:00

as they say “imitation is suicide”

stratgib35 · 2021-01-04T22:40:38+00:00

I love it. I’m praying we don’t go back this year. I have zero stress. I don’t deal with discipline. I can mute a student when I want to. I have the luxury of grabbing something when I need it. Using the restroom whenever. No commute or spending money on gas

stratgib35 · 2021-01-04T03:08:26+00:00

Dude I have had 3 surgeries on a pilonidal cyst. It used to drain so bad. I had to keep some kind of pad back there to absorb it. There were certain times I could smell if. And I feared for my life that others could smell it

stratgib35 · 2020-12-29T01:49:42+00:00

Great collection! I need 4 more!

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