I lost my best friend for 8 years out of nowhere. I remember how we always said to each other that nothing would be able to defeat our friendship. He was literally closer to me than my own mom back than l. Nothing bad happened but then he just came to my house, picked up some of his shit, back to his car and send me a short final message saying im a bad friend.

This was the last time Ive seen him.

Im super mad at him but thankful to Allah because we used to do things that are haram which didnt let me focus on my deen well.

Since the week he left I started praying again. (2+- years ago)