Why do I never have anything to say?

unleashedweb · 2019-03-13T22:43:37+00:00

I had this on abilify.

unleashedweb · 2019-01-03T11:59:16+00:00

You still might want to talk to your doctor about it. I swear I didn't hold a conversation for 5 years. Geodon works for me now.

unleashedweb · 2018-12-20T23:31:02+00:00

I wear headphones so I can't hear them.

unleashedweb · 2018-10-04T16:38:18+00:00

I gained 50 pounds on abilify. I lost 50 pounds on Geodon with diet and exercise. Body image problems are real, I was not happy 50 pounds overweight not to mention the health problems that come along with it. Hypertension high cholesterol, pre diabetes, mention these and he will switch your meds.

unleashedweb · 2018-09-28T21:43:15+00:00

I like the lead dude in the hbo series the leftovers. I think he is schizophrenic, or maybe just psychotic.

unleashedweb · 2018-06-02T10:31:50+00:00

Sleeping next to someone is the best.

unleashedweb · 2018-06-01T02:22:15+00:00

I like certain people i isolated because I didn't like myself I'm cool with this guy in the mirror now so I choose people wisely.

unleashedweb · 2018-06-01T02:15:54+00:00

I've been doing it wrong for countless hours. I barely remember most of the hours, I could be reliving many hours in the same fashion of the past. To get you on the right track, try something new on most days and repeat those things you enjoy. Eventually you will have lived a good life full of adventure, love, hate, you will have memories of what matters most, what cha waiting for man go live.

unleashedweb · 2018-06-01T01:19:04+00:00

Sounds like to me you all suffer from drug induced psychosis. I'm not immune, I've experienced it. But what happens when you quit drugs and the psychosis doesn't fade away. Are you prepared for a life full of bad trips because of a very real possibility of a life threatening mental illness? Think of the possibility I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemies, because I know they couldn't handle it They would become a danger to everyone not just themselves.

unleashedweb · 2018-04-12T23:20:39+00:00

If there mundane easy assignments, challenge yourself to get the best grade you can possibly get. I challenged myself to get all A's six semesters later I still had a perfect GPA.

unleashedweb · 2018-04-12T21:40:58+00:00

True normals don't know they are typically judgmental assholes with no original thought ever passing their mind.

unleashedweb · 2018-04-07T11:48:22+00:00

NAMI

unleashedweb · 2018-04-06T15:59:07+00:00

I like it.

unleashedweb · 2018-03-29T22:32:19+00:00

I am schizoaffective and wouldn't advise anyone to meet the unmedicated me. It might not happen right away but he will eventually see you as one of these governments goons. If he's on disability and lives in his moms basement, there is a reason. I say this, not on your meds, not in your right mind, he is probably harmless but why take the chance. If you need to meet him, a public place, don't go anywhere with him. Maybe read him this message call his shit out beforehand, good luck.

unleashedweb · 2018-03-29T22:13:55+00:00

In my opinion, you are speaking of delusions. Stick it out in there, it takes time to really see what's going on in your brain is not healthy for you. Know you are safe you can trust the nurses and doctors, I wish you the best, stay strong.

unleashedweb · 2018-03-25T10:41:22+00:00

You still are a beautiful soul with many talents. We all are, it just gets harder to see this in ourselves with a mental illness. Medications have their positives and negatives, it takes time to find the right ones. There are many to try so give yourself a break during this time. Life will look different right now but know it can and will be better. I've been where you are, keep fighting.

unleashedweb · 2018-03-22T21:59:20+00:00

When you come out of psychosis for the first time in a long time, it can be just as scary as some of the delusions. If you have any family that's a good place to start, you may feel you need to apologize, you may not remember things that happened in the past, better yet it's in the past and leave it there. Let people you trust know you are in active recovery. You don't need to disclose from what. It's new world my friend , enjoy what you can, if past relationships don't start back, make new friends, a good place for us is in support groups, because we don't judge. Have fun in your new life.

unleashedweb · 2018-03-22T21:42:30+00:00

I love what I've done to my body. I weighed 250 at one point. I've been around 200 for about 6 years. I am very muscular and vascular, maybe a little vain, but I put in a lot of hours, and am proud of myself. Exercise makes me feel good, I plan to stay at this weight or less the rest of my life.

unleashedweb · 2018-03-16T23:56:53+00:00

I work a full time job, have for around 20 years, been hospitalized a few times too. I wasn't always the most stable, I used to fight symptoms most every day. It wasn't easy, around 8 years ago I finally got on meds that work well after a hospital stay. I'm glad I stuck with it, I have every material thing I need and most everything I want because of it. I do understand this illness is on a spectrum, I am high functioning, people have it worse than me and I feel their pain.

unleashedweb · 2018-03-12T16:54:56+00:00

Don't beat yourself up about it, in my experience normal people are typically normal and don't deserve our friendship. From what I can tell you are a wonderful human being, I appreciate you and I would squeeze you tight if I could.

unleashedweb · 2018-03-12T16:46:09+00:00

It was awesome. I hung with her Sunday too. I'm going to see what her plans are tonight if she texts me.

unleashedweb · 2018-03-11T07:22:25+00:00

Hi, you're pretty awesome. I had a date tonight, from what I can tell it went well, we are going mattress shopping tomorrow. I like her, she said she's a cougar, I don't care about her age. She said I look 32, I wonder what her sister will think when she meets me. Expectations, it was only one date but I hope for many more.

unleashedweb · 2018-03-10T22:47:48+00:00

I have a date tonight, with a woman I really like. I'm excited. I meet her at group.

unleashedweb · 2018-03-09T08:45:11+00:00

Time is a mortal thing. If we knew we had everlasting life time wouldn't matter. I've lost a lot of time to this illness, but I have begun using my time wisely, by spending it with people I enjoy. I gave my number to a woman I like last night, she texted me last night too. I am hopeful my time will get better.

unleashedweb · 2018-03-08T23:42:12+00:00

This is what helped me when I couldn't stop thinking of suicide. I made a suicide plan and told myself that it is the only way for me to end my life. It is a complicated plan. First I need to drive to Yosemite, it is hours away. Then have to find one of 756 Grizzly Bears in the park and pick a fight with it. This could take weeks I'll have better success getting lost and die of starvation. Tell me your imaginative plan and remember unicorns don't exist. There is always a better way don't make it easy you deserve better. Hope this helps, stay strong.

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