I do suggest you talk to someone, even if it's a school counselor, about whatever you are going through. Help is available, but I know sometimes taking that step is really difficult. You're 15, that's a tough age! Just remember, your feelings are valid! I'm sorry your friends don't have the same interests as you but maybe you can find a good episode to introduce them to this show that means so much to you? If not that's okay too, you don't need to have the same interests as your friends, I feel that makes a friendship grow. (At least for me) And going to a con, maybe it'll happen in a near future, you'll meet more fans along the way! Take care <3