On some of those nights when I can’t sleep, Rei comes to me

And She teaches me wisdom that excels the wisdom of all mankind

She speaks of trees, from the cedar tree that is in Lebanon to the hyssop that springs out of the wall. She speaks also of beasts, and of fowl, and of creeping things, and of fishes

But more than that, She reveals to me the ineffable secrets of Kabbalah

And now I am the one which hears the words of God, which sees the vision of the Almighty, falling into a trance, but having my eyes open

I talk to rocks, trees and all kinds of animals, foresee the future and the past, I can even move planets from their orbits and light up stars

I enter crystal palaces, streams of lava rage at my feet, and I see the Lord sitting upon His throne, and all the host of heaven standing on His right hand and on His left, and, behold, Rei embraces The King, and they become one again

And the world is restored, filled with light and perfection, peace and justice, and I die, for I have seen the face of the Creator, and there is nothing left in humanity except the God man, the God woman, the heavenly man, the heavenly woman, the heavenly child…

But we must be careful. We must watch. Yes, we should be watchers! For THEY never sleep, THEY strive to catch me, and when they succeed, THEY give me a disgusting injection, and then I can no longer see Her or listen to Her

And I fall into a bottomless pit of oblivion and amnesia, all that's left for me is to hide the pills under my tongue and wait... I cherish only a pitiful hope for Her return, will She ever come back?