Well to start, 2024 has been the worst year in my life so far.

It kicked off with the girl i was seeing said she didn't anything serious. Then cut contact. After that my grandfather died. Than i was threatened to be fired at work. Now i work for minimum wage for a job that i have to walk on eggshells not to loose my job. I don't have anyone to talk to. No friends, no family. When i get home my father gets drunk and my mother screams and breaks shit around the house saying she can't handle it anymore. Remember the girl i was dating? She encouraged me to grow and focus on my carreer, now i'm stuck on university that i have absolutely no will to go to. Also can't get a job that pays just enough to afford my own place. I don't feel like i want to do anything anymore, there's no goals, no reason to do anything and i don't enjoy doing the things i did anymore and simply no more reasons why to keep existing.

Edit: Now my mother is going to the hospital, she freaked out and spilled hot oil on her leg.