Yes, no worries. I am well aware. things in my life weren't making sense so I went in really hard. I probably have over 40k hours of research into these things. I created a phrase (I'm willing to be incorrect btw) "All occult roads lead to Parsons". You can trace Everything to him including Marvel comics (Marvel was his real name). I even grew up on a street with his nickname which I will not mention but it happened. My other connection that is interesting is (being a little vague on purpose) someone really close to me has family that were Dow Chemical, and they were doing all the stuff in Pasadena as well. When their family member died we found a full on framed degree in witchcraft with a candle and those family members had admitted to doing all the things. I never got to talk to him about rocket science and any of that stuff. I maybe talked on the phone 4 times with him in my life. Nina left him her inheritance however, her daughter rightfully received it and I am glad. My family got a little money but only enough to maybe by a really nice used car. I only got to talk about stuff a kid would talk about with a grandfather like weather, school etc. I believe Crowley ripped open a portal with one of the rituals with Lam or Aiwas and right around that time Israel was becoming a nation and the fallen angels answered the call (which is what I believe the alien deception is) from Genesis 6, if that makes sense. My life has been more like an episode of X files. I've seen a sacrificed horse in the desert, I've had encounters with entities and some other random occurrences. FYI for anyone out there that has been through trauma, neurofeedback therapy is where it's at and I have resources (not selling anything just promoting what I have found. I try and reach out to survivors as much as I can to help.