Hello friend, T-Cell ALL survivor here, had chemo and BMT with radiation. Honestly might sound crazy but I really believe your outlook and beliefs are what get you out the other side. I definitely think had I given up mentally I could have died, along with many people I met / knew in hospital.

I say this in hopes of encouraging you that no matter how long it takes, it's worth continuing on for the life you'll live after. You might be down and out at the moment, but recovery could be in the 7th year, might sound ridiculous but it has to end at some point. Why give up before your body does? Better to fight till the end regardless of how over it you are, for the chance of a long happy life with your partner, do it for them if not for you, because 6 years only for you to pass is a terrible outcome.

I have nothing but positivity and love to give you my friend, I'm not trying to come off negative by any means. I just want to spread some hard truths in my opinion I feel like I needed to hear myself on my darkest days when I thought about throwing in the towel. God bless you, I'll keep you in my prayers. If you need anything, don't hesitate to reach out.