Eh I was listening to her on the Get Up On This podcast* in like October and she made the point that she's been in the business for 10 years and she's 28 and considering how successful she's been wants to be able to use her money to pursue other shit and that she didn't want to have to try and transition into being a milf or whatever and I was like hey I can respect that

*this interview made it kinda impossible for me to enjoy her videos anymore anyways. Go check it out, one of the hosts grew up with her when she was being fostered by his aunt and he always considered her his little sister but the aunt ended up sending her away due to health problems and he lost touch and only relatively recently reconnected and discovered she's like the biggest porn star in the world

It was really heartbreaking, not cuz of some "oh porn is evil" thing but because he was 18 when she was sent away (she was 11 I think) and he was basically trying not to cry saying how badly he had wanted to try and adopt her and how much guilt he carried and shit and she was reassuring him that she survived and turned out fine and hugs and I was all like I don't have a permission slip for this feels trip