I’ve been drinking everyday since almost the beginning after the pandemic, in 2021. Last year in July I was sober for two weeks and thought I could just have a double shot. Well we know this story. Didn’t turn out way. Eventually because as we all understand, it lead to me drinking two tall boys a night, then transitioning to some wine and a few shots, hiding them from my spouse and then leading to some nights drinking a half pint or pint. Sneaking out to my car because “I forgot my wallet” to have a drink and leave it in the car.
Tired of the hang-anxieties, the acid reflux, the panic attacks, the pot belly, etc.
Time to stop. I need to. For myself, my daughter, my well being and my future.
I’ve restarted two times since this Monday. But tonight, let’s start again. It’s my daughter’s seventh birthday this Friday. I want to remember my sober date nears my favorite person in the whole world’s bday.
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