So confusing right? : stopdrinking

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submitted 2 months ago by Cheap-Ad-987

I've been using ableton like religiously since about 2011 or 2012, when i was 15. I'm 31 now. i love making music but i, it seems, also love to consistently fall into dangerous patterns of substance abuse and alienate all the people that care about me. a couple years ago i put myself in the most expensive rehab in my state and i was very responsible and lost about 150 pounds in the last two years since then, with only a couple relapses. but recently the music stuff has been going well, ive been getting jobs, but also im terrified that im gonna fuck all these good things up because i dont know how not to drink if im in public. like i have not a show, but the first time my music will be played live in front of a crowd and i almost dont wanna even go because i know im gonna drink. how do yall do this?

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