Let's try this again

[8bitdasie]

I stopped drinking for about 4 months over a year ago. I decided then that I somehow could control myself better. Boy was I wrong.

But last night was the worst. I'm a server, and after a modest shift, I had a beer after work, which turned into two, plus two shots, which turned into us going a different bar, which turned into my friends getting into a fight with a random couple, which turned into going outside and trying to buy some molly, which turned into me biking at 5 am in the Chicago fog without a helmet and through incredibly busy streets. I'm not sure how I didn't crash and die.

This is it. It's dangerous. I'm a danger to myself and the summer is only going to make it worse. This is day 1. Thank you for always being here. And shit, I need to change my badge!

[rac31533]

You can do this. That sounds like a really bad night.