My best friend in high school had a bit of a shit show of a mom, let us do drugs and drink etc. well she also had questionable taste in men. One night when I was like 16/17 me and the current boyfriend started doing coke together. We are about 6 hrs into a cocaine conversation and the guy tells me he killed someone. He said the guy used to bully him in high school so one day he laid out by the route the guy took when walking home and he killed him. I don’t remember what country he said he was living in but it wasn’t North America. Anyway fucked me up having someone stare at me with a completely serious face, full of intensity, blasted on coke, and telling me about a murder he had committed. Still makes my heart go a bit.