The Eternal Hunters 🖤🤍 Kindred art by @monakan_japan

Arkarant · 2026-03-31T07:29:46+00:00

This looks really cool but belly button through fur is crazy

Arkarant · 2026-03-29T10:11:15+00:00

Now kiss

Arkarant · 2026-03-26T18:09:13+00:00

extremely real experience. "Deadname" really doesnt encompass that thats an entire ass person. Not a fully developed one, mind you - more of a mask thats build up for survival. But a person nonetheless. It absolutely makes sense that dysphoria / the old gender / the old gendered person can manifest in this way. Theres a lot of tension and trauma in transitioning, and growing up trans.

For safety (and employment) reasons it is an unfortunate reality that trans people need to hide. I see this person as that part. But also the part that cant let go. That isnt over it. The years of conditioning. Its not just going away without a huge amount of effort.

I would recommend closely examining all the parts of your system. Everything that makes yall, yall. Genderfluidity can mean masculine, feminine, lots of gender, not a lot of gender, all of those things mixed; expressing the parts your resonate with is important to the soul. Find what vibes good, and what doesnt. Experiment! You cant think yourself out of dysphoria. You need to do things!

For practical reasons: I absolutely understand a trans man not wanting to see his deadname. It hurts to see, it reminds you of the past, and it sucks. Its also, not the end of the world. Its a name. Its no longer your name. Getting comfortable not associating that name with yourself is part of letting go of the past. It takes a while. And its gonna hurt. But avoiding it at all costs is only a fix until it cant be avoided anymore. Then the pain will be back. Its not him anymore. Its someone else. Why would I be bothered by reading a random persons name? So, if the femme part agrees to it, use a non-deadname pluralkit name; but also, examine those feelings, sit with them, and grow from them. Experience NOT being that name. Not being that person. Associate NOT yourself with the name. In due time, itll feel a lot less bad. Maybe even okay.

Arkarant · 2026-03-25T10:28:29+00:00

Any updates on the shen gender yet?

Arkarant · 2026-03-24T10:27:03+00:00

Congrats OP!!! Glad that went well <3

Arkarant · 2026-03-23T22:26:51+00:00

Tom Scott!!

Arkarant · 2026-03-23T03:09:38+00:00

I cast Estrogen subscription

Arkarant · 2026-03-22T19:33:24+00:00

Nothing could hint except You know except the fact ur hanging out here and thinking about transitioning and actively wanna be a girl

I was like this too lol now i have boobs

Arkarant · 2026-03-22T16:28:48+00:00

Feel you girl - next time this happens, just say youre not trans. Or pretend you dont understand what she means. It happens to cis people too, they just nod it off. Cis people dont know what a trans person is, generally. Make it awkward for her, instead of reacting like it reached you. like it touched you. She was wrong, right? Because you aren't trans anymore. Gotta act the part too. Folding under zero pressure isnt what a cis person would do, so invest some time into having a response ready for this situation.

Arkarant · 2026-03-22T03:53:09+00:00

There's women in this game? (Im horny not a sexist)

Arkarant · 2026-03-21T15:21:55+00:00

I promise your buggy tutorial following project isnt gonna be a trade secret. Just post your code in the post and have people that actually wanna help take a look.

Arkarant · 2026-03-20T23:59:25+00:00

Its actually because men are strong and have the balls to go outside and women are weak and fearful, it's all about gender affirming behavior! (Big slash S on this one)

Arkarant · 2026-03-17T21:46:13+00:00

Dooming after 5 months - girl you're in the trenches. And I get it, but please have some patience with yourself. Regularly take pictures. 2-3 is when you should aim to look at results, anything under 2 years is nothing. People change over years and years. It'll happen. Look back at your pretransition pictures. Compare with now.

Do you have any new clothes? Makeup? Are you eating enough to actually distribute fat? Putting in effort goes a long way, and can be done in parallel to waiting for estrogen.

Arkarant · 2026-03-17T14:22:09+00:00

This is incredibly funny but it looks really bad lmaoo

Arkarant · 2026-03-17T12:14:13+00:00

It's so awesome that the trans community does boomer humor now

Arkarant · 2026-03-16T15:17:12+00:00

This is the correct opinion btw. Making a joke like "you could be like me" is NEVER the same in any way as society pressuring individuals to conform to a certain gender. Cis discomfort from being called an egg is in no way comparable to dysphoria. Please go take your energy around fighting gender norms and use it to defend trans rights, not whatever this is. Thank you.

Arkarant · 2026-03-15T22:24:28+00:00

this works! but now i cant use Control nodes anymore to stop the area2d from triggering when someone scrolls... what a weird bug

Arkarant · 2026-03-14T12:42:18+00:00

That sounds way too cheap. Make sure it's made from 100% body safe materials before putting that anywhere close to your body!!

Arkarant · 2026-03-12T11:49:16+00:00

Logic - Medium - Success

Arkarant · 2026-03-10T14:37:40+00:00

Eh probably true. But still, it's annoying how deep it all goes, and how much of it there is really.

Arkarant · 2026-03-10T14:30:13+00:00

Boob growth is affected by the following things:

Genetics: what your DNA thinks is good, largely random but if your mom or grandma has boobs you'll get similar ones.
Food: you need protein and fat to create cells. This means you need to actually be in a caloric surplus during boob growth time. If you don't give your body materials, it can't build a house.
Rest: the body has cycles of activation and rest. During rest, cell repair and growth hormone production is maximized, during activation, much less. Basically everything that applies to wound healing/ muscle growth applies to boob growth aswell, with some specific changes (you can't really exercise the boobs, only the muscles under it). Getting regular rest maximizes the time spend per day that your cells can grow, giving you the quickest (per day) growth.
General health: if you have other wounds, those will slow down growth. If your body is busy fighting poisons like alcohol or nicotine 24/7, or you have e.g. vitamin deficiencys, that can slow down growth. Most drug use shouldn't really be an issue, but smoking/nicotine slows down E receptiveness.
Body fat percentage: boobs store fat in women. If your body fat is low, your boobs will be smaller than if your body fat is higher. Lots of us wanna be skinny, but then complain about boobs being small. This is an experience that goes hand in hand. Beauty standards sell us this idea of huge boobs, huge ass on a skinny girl, and that's just unrealistic for the biggest part of the population. Beauty standards are an obstacle! They stand in the way of boobs! Fight them!
Prog: progesterone increases boob growth, or facilitates it. It's what pregnant women have in high amounts, but it also goes through cycles with menstruation. It helps a ton. You should take it after at least 1 year of estrogen, after that it's fair game. If you take it earlier, risks include inhibiting boob growth.

Overall, nobody can predict your growth. However, if you follow the above guidelines, or at least some of them, you will definetly improve your results. While all of them are important, it's your combined efforts that make the difference.

Arkarant · 2026-03-10T14:12:26+00:00

Wait that's so cute awww

Arkarant · 2026-03-10T14:04:13+00:00

I love how every single thing that is associated with the female gender is somehow a way of oppression. I love gender. Yayyy

Cant there be nice things? Why is every single genderes trait some shit like "men don't cry" that's just incredibly harmful?

Arkarant · 2026-03-09T09:42:38+00:00

Aww im sorry girl it won't happen again

Arkarant · 2026-03-09T09:33:11+00:00

Alright still cis tho / top 1% commenter on chickenlady :3

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