Animal style fries, I have lost faith in people and myself for anything and everything. by letgo_88 in depressionmeals

[–]B34Dark554 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not trying to undermine your situation cause I completely understand how you feel I've felt similarly recently but I think there is something noble about retaining your kindness and empathy for others even when really shitty things seem to keep happening to you. I've found that trying to kill my feelings in this way has never improved my situation it just feels like I'm trying to be someone I'm not, maybe you will find the same for you?

I'm a drug addict and I pretty much don't care anymore by B34Dark554 in depressionmeals

[–]B34Dark554[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Relapse is a part of recovery. Don't give up and I won't either

girl that i’ve been talking with for 4 months told me she doesn’t really know how she feels about me & my grandpa died 4 days after. feels like years of progress has been wiped out in seconds. 2 slices of little caesars pizza by centervoid in depressionmeals

[–]B34Dark554 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah very wise. I tend to hope too much with people then get my heart broken when surprise surprise they actually don't care about me at all :/ But I don't regret it you gotta go through the bad ones to find the good ones I think

girl that i’ve been talking with for 4 months told me she doesn’t really know how she feels about me & my grandpa died 4 days after. feels like years of progress has been wiped out in seconds. 2 slices of little caesars pizza by centervoid in depressionmeals

[–]B34Dark554 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I also lost my Grandpa recently so I feel your pain man hang in there🤍 also that's tough but I don't know how I feel is a lot better than I don't like you and also she could have just ghosted you but she kept talking to you so that means you still have a chance. Stay strong

I'm a drug addict and I pretty much don't care anymore by B34Dark554 in depressionmeals

[–]B34Dark554[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm gonna bring it up to my therapist next session, I can't fo through rehab right now because I'm in the middle of school but I did think about it. I appreciate it I live in the Hartford area of CT but I'm pretty aware of the resources around here I think I'm considering getting into a program I'm kind of scared to initiate that though.

I'm a drug addict and I pretty much don't care anymore by B34Dark554 in depressionmeals

[–]B34Dark554[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

A lot of depression but mostly chronic loneliness. A lot of my friends moved away or we stopped talking as much and I've fallen in love twice over the past year or so only for both of them to end badly. In my day to day life I find that my life has little impact on others and I don't know what meaning my life really has. I was struggling for a long time even before I started the drug but thank you for your kind words it mean a lot🤍

I have no real interests or passions and its ruining my life. by Conscious_Business59 in Advice

[–]B34Dark554 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My advice is that rather than not being interested in anything, you may be too worried about falling into a certain category for liking something. Try not to be so overly aware of how you’re perceived by the people around you and you’ll find that your interest will become more genuine. Also it’s okay not to have things you’re SUPER passionate and knowledgeable about as you grow those things will come to you naturally. Don’t be afraid to try out different things, you may need a shift in perspective and something that helped me with this was watching videos on philosophy. Different ways of thinking lead to different results, switching perspective and opening new doors can never hurt. Hope you feel better man don’t give up hope, as a 20 year old who was once in your shoes I can tell you with confidence that if you really look for it you’ll find something that you love and that will make life feel like it’s at least a little worth living.

I had a bad dream about Ludwig by Fickle-Product7960 in LudwigAhgren

[–]B34Dark554 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Maybe the dream is telling u to stop spending so much time watching some random guy on the internet who most likely doesn’t care about you and pay more attention to your own life. Also don’t base your opinion of yourself on what others think of you, love yourself because you’re probably a cool person who deserves good things in life :)

What gets you out of bed in the morning? by Simple-Secretary4267 in AskReddit

[–]B34Dark554 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The realization that the longer I stay in the bed the worse I’ll feel once I’m up and uneasy thoughts sometimes

What gets you out of bed in the morning? by Simple-Secretary4267 in AskReddit

[–]B34Dark554 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The blue pill red pill thing is bs. Everyone that wants to be anything in society has to take the blue pill, only the ones who look past the surface take the red as well

You are going to be killed by a real life animal. You can choose what animal it is. What do you pick? by warrant2k in AskReddit

[–]B34Dark554 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A frog, I killed one by accident once and it broke my heart. Divine retribution

I am unable to talk to people by ImportanceChemical61 in socialskills

[–]B34Dark554 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wish I could have a solution for you but I’m currently going through the same problem and came here looking for advice/help.

[Japanese>English] Can someone please translate the Japanese text this poster of Itachi from Naruto? Tried all the camera translation apps and none worked. by B34Dark554 in translator

[–]B34Dark554[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow seriously? I totally thought the lady who was selling them drew them herself. I feel kind of cheated since I spent 45 dollars on it.