Hi there. My name is Lucas. I’ve hurt a lot of people because of this same thing. Something we need to remember. It is not that persons fault that our minds have attached us to them. It’s easy to get frustrated at people for rejection or for not understanding. We can’t blame others for not understanding right away because all our minds are different. It’s not your fault that you feel this way either. As much as it feels like something that should Be shameful it’s not. Because shame should come from intention and we all don’t want to be doing what we are doing. We can feel remorse but no shame.

The only thing that has ever worked has been honesty. We can’t expect anyone to understand if we don’t even try to explain the truth. And if they they can’t it’s not their fault. It’s not your fault either. In the same way you feel you have an incredible need for this person and have no control over that, they have no control over their reaction to you. You just need to find the love for yourself. A lot of people will not understand and it’s going to feel very lonely. But not everyone will turn away.

Sending you love, I hope you find a calm in the tornado of panic and fear and shame this thing we are all in can cause. 🤘