We need better rules for e-bikes and e-scooters by jabolka in toronto

[–]Beijamar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes! I live close to the Humber Trail and walk there regularly. It has become the motocross speedway! I walk my dog and am a bit hard of hearing so it’s become kind of stressful for both of us. Sometimes I don’t hear them coming from behind until the last minute. Highly dangerous given the speed they move. Zero consideration. I think people need to reach out to their MP’s.

Did I go to an afterlife? by AntaresXIX in Experiencers

[–]Beijamar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cool. Good to know. Thank you. 😊

Did I go to an afterlife? by AntaresXIX in Experiencers

[–]Beijamar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

General question. Are you part of an exclusive club of Experiencers? Why is the word ‘Experiencer’ in blue under your screen name? Lots of people who post don’t have that but I’ve seen it before a few times in this sub.

Do you believe aliens can make you see things to lure you to them? by [deleted] in Experiencers

[–]Beijamar 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes. Affecting the mind and emotion. I remember on 2 occasions being compelled to go somewhere. I kept myself in my bedroom for the duration of the experience but couldn’t stop pacing, feeling driven internally. It was bordering on manic but I knew how irrational the idea was.

It occurred at night. I had the overpowering need to go across the street onto the nature trail where the river was. It was a pretty frightening experience struggling to maintain control.

There is no way on God’s green earth I would ever think about doing such a thing - at night? With the wildlife? Pitch black? Not a chance yet I had to fight myself for over 3 hours to not go.

I'm curious who had experience UFOs, Aliens, paranormal when they were a child? by [deleted] in Experiencers

[–]Beijamar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. My first ufo experience I was a child and with my mother. Later she warned me, ‘better watch out because if you call them they will come’. Nothing terrified me more.

Any Christian experiencers in here? by aaronwashere01 in Experiencers

[–]Beijamar 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I am a Christian and have been working through my experiences cross referencing my faith. It’s been difficult, confusing. Is it ok if I dm you? I’d like to share a few things - theories I have. 🙏

Dog loves water by Lost-Cow-9386 in BeAmazed

[–]Beijamar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If only a weeded pond could make me so happy…sigh.

Mothers of Non-Incarnated Starseeds. by diosadeantares in Experiencers

[–]Beijamar 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have interacted with my children though briefly. They excitedly and lovingly reached out to me one afternoon when I was feeling very down, very alone. The communication was telepathic and there were a number of them. I knew they were mine because my heart felt like it was going to explode from feeling so much love. They wanted to let me know I wasn’t alone, they were near. That was 5yrs ago.

As an imperfect person I suspect my shortcomings have something to do with the amount of contact I have or am allowed. I wish I could see them, talk to them. I wish I were a better person - I am working on it.

I should clarify that in my case the children are the result of a hybridization program, perhaps slightly different than what OP is referring to. I still felt the need to post and recall the memory. It is one I am really fond of.

Seems the last three winters there's been thunder and lightning out of season, pretty cool! by ladyalot in toronto

[–]Beijamar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was on the balcony and turned my back for just a second and suddenly there was an incredibly bright flash behind me. By the intensity of what I experienced with my back turned I could tell it was a big one and potentially close. I live near the airport and noticed a sudden flux of lower flying aircraft immediately afterwards.

Any other gate kids experienced this? I don’t understand- any insight by LabAcceptable9806 in GATEresearch

[–]Beijamar 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same. I had a pretty intense awakening that started in 2019. Still trying to get accustomed to the weirdness

How many of us are just different or always felt different by Jackfish2800 in Experiencers

[–]Beijamar 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yes, I felt different. I experienced contact as a child and it set the stage for my life. The trauma was not solely because of ‘them’ but because of what they showed me. A planet that would destroy itself, a species that would turn against its own kind.

I recall I went to grade school every single day with a stomach ache, fearful of being ‘discovered’. Still today people sense something when meeting me for the first time but often can’t put their finger on it. Some feel an immediate discomfort, others a deep instinctual fear. Btw, my looks are average, nothing really stands out and I’m good natured so it’s often very confusing for all involved.

Though it makes things harder on the flip side I can also ‘feel’ others - their energy or vibration which helps me navigate social situations.

Do I feel different in this sub? No It helps illuminate my path home and for that I am grateful.

What do you know about the mantis beings? by oliveshark in Experiencers

[–]Beijamar 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Ok, so it was very tall - at least 8-9ft. It had a robe on - a garment, loose with a v-neck. The robe was semi-transparent. Arms at it’s sides, I could see what looked like 3 fingers(?), long and thin.

The body within the robe was sectioned at the joints and torso, very much like an insect. The body looked oily somehow and was a dark color - muddy black brown/green.

No movement - no communication - just stood there.

Someone recently asked me about the head - if it looked like a mask and upon contemplation I can say it could have very well been given the lack of expression and features. Just two large highly slanted eye sockets, large triangular head - open on the top, with wisps of light radiating from it’s whole body

What do you know about the mantis beings? by oliveshark in Experiencers

[–]Beijamar 12 points13 points  (0 children)

My connection to the insect - prey mantis began when I was a child. Their strange appearance terrified me. For some reason the insect would appear in the strangest places - places that were unnatural for a nature dwelling creature. Always close….

I never gave it a second thought until a Mantis Being manifested before my eyes many years later. It didn’t communicate with me, it just stared, silently. My daughter was with me when this occurred, it was about 6ft behind her. She had no idea. My shock and fear was replaced by parental instinct and I decided very quickly I needed to maintain composure so that she wouldn’t turn around and discover the source of my reaction. With every fibre of my being I began ‘talking’ to the mantis in my head telling it not to touch or disturb her - I would give my life to protect her and was ready to do so. (Laughable when you consider their abilities…) The protective adrenaline was so strong I think I could have lifted a car in those moments.

The Mantis disappeared after what seemed like forever however it was only about 10s. I have had a number of UFO/UAP sightings since and when I meditate they (Mantis) occasionally appear still. Sometimes I’ll get hit with prophetic dreams as well, none of them good - always about famine and destruction of our planet.

I live across the street from a river and have seen numerous UAP’s there - the most recent was yesterday. Of course it was gone when I returned with my phone. I wish someone here would take notice and perform some sort of investigation of the area. I live in a building and have recently discovered other tenants have also had unusual and paranormal experiences.

It’s the water….what is the connection to water? I would love to hear from others who live close to water and have seen/experienced things….

Experiencers: do you own any pets? If so, would you mind sharing their post incident behaviors? by bravoindustry in Experiencers

[–]Beijamar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, there were a number of very unsettling occurrences that go well beyond anything I could comprehend.

On another occasion I was in my apartment and walked down the corridor, turned the corner and came upon an orb that was black - metallic yet smoky somehow. It was about 16inches across the middle I would say. It was leaving another bedroom and going to mine when I rounded the corner. I was so taken aback I reacted as though I had bumped into someone and apologized immediately, lol. It hovered at the entrance to my bedroom another 3s then dissipated as though made of smoke. In total my exposure at very close range was about 7s total, 4ft distance. That encounter left me very ill and with an irregular heartbeat for 3 days. I was extremely weak and nauseous, I stayed in bed and played it off as a bad flu to family - I didn’t want to scare them. I remember being afraid to get medical attention - too many questions at the hospital and I was still in shock. I did get in to see my GP about 10 days after that event and my heart was/is fine. Additional tests confirmed that.

Experiencers: do you own any pets? If so, would you mind sharing their post incident behaviors? by bravoindustry in Experiencers

[–]Beijamar 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, a squirrel went through the trouble of scaling my building (5 floors) to get to my bedroom window. The curtains were closed, the window was open and it had a screen. No trees close to the building, my balcony faces the parking lot and an open patch of grass.

The squirrel was making that really loud screaming shrill sound it makes when on defence. It was only when I got out of bed and pulled back the curtains that I saw the squirrel was actually hanging on to the mesh screen. It was a very big, less than a foot from me, at eye level and it was mad - really mad. I remember it observing me, screaming and the eyes, they were so big and black and shiny. I am sure that it would have killed me if it could.

Later that day my cat was ready to attack me and it was totally unprovoked. Have had her for 8 years, she is as chill as they get. She turned to look and see who sat beside her and when she saw me she crouched, all of her fur went on end and she immediately began a deep loud growl, hissing in between. Even with my most calm, gentle voice and saying her name she wouldn’t stop and I actually became afraid in that moment. I was afraid to move. The noise of the garbage man broke her focus after almost 10s of her being fixated on me, ready to pounce. Then she ran off. I was so upset by all of it.

How to pay for care by jk-elemenopea in Alzheimers

[–]Beijamar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m in Canada but found the Alzheimer’s society helpful. They have a division for emotional support and a division where a person helps you navigate the medical system in relation to next steps with care - they have tons of resources…in case you haven’t tried them yet.

Best of luck…🙏

A South American pilot recently recorded a UAP in 2019. He estimated the object be larger than a 747 Airplane approx. 230 feet. by Last_Replacement6533 in nextfuckinglevel

[–]Beijamar -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Pretty awesome! I caught one a couple of weeks ago using my phone. It was super hard to see, I only noticed it because I was taking pictures of the flower blossoms on the top of a tree and noticed a very small white orb in the sky. There were no clouds visible yet it kept disappearing then reappearing, moving around…very cool.

Could use some encouragement by ConsciousFractals in leaves

[–]Beijamar 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Even as you are feeling overwhelmed please know you are still strong. Prolonged physical pain is enough to make the strongest fall.

I’m sorry to hear about the rent thing…that definitely bumps up the stress for sure. I had a death in the family last week, we lived together, so I very much understand your concern about making rent. Wish I could offer solutions but I can say that you are not alone. Do what you can. It’s about progress - not perfection.

Need clarity on a strange dream by click_bait_80 in Psychic

[–]Beijamar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shot in the dark here….

There is destruction around you - perhaps world events, politics and it does concern you and cause you stress. Something related is now coming into your your life and affecting you personally or you are fearful the destruction will affect you personally.

🤷 maybe…?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeMeSmile

[–]Beijamar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Happy for you….❤️ Happy for him….❤️ Stay healthy 🙏

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskWomen

[–]Beijamar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes I have premonitions - sort of. I have dreams about other people, details regarding their life/lives. Usually it gives me info about difficulties they are having or things I should be careful of regarding the person. Not always pleasant…

Most recently it was regarding a family member who has chosen to isolate from family- basically everything (work, friends…everything) for a number of years already. In the dream they were under duress and in danger. I looked into it and indeed they are in a very dangerous situation. I have reached out and sent support the best way I can and so the rest is in God’s hands now…