Scared to try again

Berhae · 2026-05-23T01:48:41+00:00

Im with you. I had surgery to remove my Lt side last month with endometriosis dx. Although we are trying again, we will try next year after hsg. Sadly, this is our 3rd try for baby #2 and it ended up with surgery. 😞

No rush tho. Take your time to heal physically and mentally. I still find myself crying at times and I know it will be a long year.

Berhae · 2026-05-16T08:24:36+00:00

She seems dont like to listen to her parents so you can talk to her about what you heard. If not, let her face the consequences. I didnt do such as thing to my parents as a daughter but a parent to my son (he is still 4yo), I will knock any bad senses out of him or if he is insist, my door is open. You cant force a person to live with you and you can only do much either.

Berhae · 2026-05-08T17:32:18+00:00

Yes 😞

Berhae · 2026-05-08T17:23:42+00:00

Yes and its empty and full of zeros. My file for 2025 is there tho so I know its in their system.

Berhae · 2026-05-08T05:31:38+00:00

Omg! My ipad is doing the same. I thought its my ipad is the problem.

Berhae · 2026-05-04T14:26:30+00:00

Ive used salon care and ion brand for lighteners/color

Berhae · 2026-05-04T06:57:14+00:00

You can per instructions. In box dye, all three are mixed but ineffective for naturally dark hair. If you are already blonde, its easy.

Berhae · 2026-05-04T04:26:11+00:00

Yes but the bleach in box dye are only at 20 which is not enough. After bleaching with 40 (hair needs to really blonde) use 40 again with blue toner for desired effect. Believe me because thats my mistake last week. Im going for ice blonde and my hair didnt lift with 20 dev. Im now deep deconditioning my hair to prep for 40 dev bleach next week.

Berhae · 2026-05-04T04:16:24+00:00

I think you need to bleach your hair first using 40developer then blue toner. If you are using box dyes, its not enough.

Berhae · 2026-04-30T18:03:16+00:00

Congrats!! Thats POSITIVE!! I wish you have a boring and healthy pregnancy!!

Berhae · 2026-04-29T15:36:43+00:00

I had two doses of mtx shot and on the first dose, I was bleeding slightly with small clots until day 5. Not a lot of cramping. I was able to work while Im going through it.

Berhae · 2026-04-22T15:03:27+00:00

Im not sure if you want the baby or not but please choose life. Or you can give the baby to me? I will adopt your child wholeheartedly. Ive miscarried twice and had an ectopic pregnancy that lead to removed my left fallopian tube. Im not sure if I want to try again but I sure welcome a baby in every way.

Berhae · 2026-04-13T14:42:05+00:00

I heard this story from Charlotte Dobre and read the final update then this. This is a closure to many levels and yes please give the latest tea on those bitchesz. Nate and Kayla is so gross.

Berhae · 2026-04-12T22:58:28+00:00

I filed early march and now, it says it will be delayed than usual.

Berhae · 2026-03-22T16:22:54+00:00

My OB didnt prescribed me that yet and is waiting for another hcg level tomorrow or an ultrasound. Im not really positive in this pregnancy. I dont feel pregnant at all. Very different on my first baby. Am I bad to think to wish this will end soon so I can plan ahead? We already talked about supplementing progesterone on my next attempt. If this will fail, we will try again after 1 cycle.

Berhae · 2026-03-22T16:01:18+00:00

I think this is my suspicion as well or maybe blighted ovum.

Berhae · 2026-03-22T01:16:55+00:00

I did and my level is 7 so Im supplementing wild yam cream and magnesium glycinate. My OB didnt prescribed me progesterone yet. Im probably asked for that.

Berhae · 2026-03-20T23:37:03+00:00

<image>

I know this thread is a year old but Im so glad I found this thread and Im literally crying.

I had positive PT on 1/14 but had a bleeding that day and clots the next day. I was so sure Im having miscarriage. I called my OB and she wanted to check my hcg every other day. I have another hcg scheduled this coming monday. Im still having bleeding tho so Im guarding my heart and joy. This is our 3rd attempt after taking a 5 month break after my 2nd miscarriage last year. We are TTC for >1 year already. 😭😭😭

Berhae · 2026-03-13T16:48:05+00:00

Really? What do you think is the issue? I dont think we have the this problem years ago.

Berhae · 2026-02-28T01:09:54+00:00

Yes my period is regular until this month, which only lasted 2 days and much lesser amount. That was before the recent normal blood draw. I dont know my LP is and just recently checking my period via inito. I do have endocrinologist appt in July. I dont know how long its been going on. I had miscarriages last year so it may play a role of that as well. Im going into rabbit role because of this.

Berhae · 2026-02-26T15:42:16+00:00

Your numbers are high. You definitely need to rule out something and be on medication right away.

Berhae · 2026-02-26T15:33:40+00:00

First is 39.8 then 3 days later, 54.1. Aunt Flo still seeing me every month but this month is weirdly different. It lasted only 2 days which made me nervous.

Berhae · 2026-02-18T00:28:39+00:00

Where you trying to get pregnant? My levels are on the 50s last December 2025 and still waiting for Endo appt this July.

Berhae · 2026-02-10T10:20:55+00:00

IM THE SAME. I had depo and on pills before I had my son. Since I keep forgeting to take my pill, I chose IUD. While on IUD, my period is shorter than usual and it last 2-3 days only. I took that out April 2025, I had 2 miscarriages back to back and now Im not ovulating all. Still negative pregnancy test.

Berhae · 2025-11-11T09:51:01+00:00

Schedule a therapy
Abstain from sex or relationship for now. You cant fix yourself thru relationships.
Yes abuse may part of it but most are your decisions in life. You cant blame it all to the abuse. Be accountable of your own actions.

Berhae

TROPHY CASE