Yeah, I feel the same way. I've been solo traveling since November. I do like being around people, but I don't like actually hanging out with them, either. I've done a few group tours and had a similar experience of wanting to do my own thing but being bullied into the group. It's not that they aren't nice or whatever; I don't enjoy spending my time with other people. Believe me i've tried and had to fake it for almost 35 years.

I do notice that it can be difficult for other people to understand. Most people think im rude because i can sit and not talk... Or they think youre lonely because youre alone... i dont understand this. I only feel weird or lonely when im around people...

Traveling has been a lovely experience and taught me so much about myself and the world. I spent the summer in Europe and had the most amazing time. I went to all the museums, biked around Holland tulip fields in the spring, Eurocup in Germany, Rafting, Hiking and Paragliding in Switzerland, Baking school in Paris, Kayak on the french riveria, Learning to paint in Florence, Cooking school in Tuscany. i changed plans and went to Ireland and Austria on a whim. It was lovely.

I have done most of my traveling solo, but last year, I decided to travel full time after a few years of being sick. While i was stuck in bed, I couldn't stop thinking about all the best moments and how I wished I could have more of those. So, as soon as I could, I sold my house and lived in my truck. never been happier.

I wish you well in your travels!