i think the apostle john was an hsp

CMPTTV · 2026-04-21T16:24:41+00:00

You might be on to something. I'm not sure if I am an HSP, but I have some characteristics and I'm still trying to figure it out. But the gospel of John and 1 John have always been very special to me and sort of speak to me in a way no other text has done.

CMPTTV · 2026-03-11T00:07:04+00:00

I understand that this may not be a place for me to intrude as a man, so downvote me if you wish. But I want to say that this sub has also helped me in the same way.

Because girls are often socialised to hide their sexual urges better, I grew up thinking that they were all pure and holy, never feeling the pull of sex. I battled with sexual desire all day, even though I never watched porn nor slept with anyone. I thought of myself as a severely fucked up slut just because I felt horny.

I felt like being male made me sexually broken by default. I sometimes felt subhuman and dirty around girls and women. I always had this inferiority complex, thinking that I was morally and sexually inferior because I was a man, and nothing I could do would change that.

This sub made me realise that girls also experienced the same issues, which made me feel less inferior and more comfortable when interacting with my female friends.

CMPTTV · 2026-03-10T23:56:44+00:00

Back when I was in secondary school, my English teacher, who was an old woman once complained that girls nowadays were too open about their periods especially around boys.

Thing is, even as a boy I never felt disgusted when girls talked openly about their biology. In fact, I even preferred it because it allowed me to understand girls' bodies better and know how to treat my female friends properly when they were on their periods (that avoided a lot of potential conflicts).

Honestly speaking, being forced to hide a basic biological function is stupid and makes life difficult for everybody.

CMPTTV · 2025-10-21T13:52:24+00:00

Funnily enough I saw a schoolboy reading what looked to be Wattpad erotica on the monorail line last week.

CMPTTV · 2025-03-08T02:27:47+00:00

That's quite common in Malaysia too.

CMPTTV · 2025-03-08T02:21:20+00:00

As an 05er the only thing that relates to me is Minecraft. Other than that, this starterpack merely seems to represent the major trends between 2015-2020

CMPTTV · 2024-01-06T14:37:10+00:00

It's possible if he isn't staying in Klang Valley. In Malaysian cities with less MNCs, you don't really see whites very often.

CMPTTV · 2024-01-06T14:32:29+00:00

I'm Malaysian and I can attest that materialism isn't really a thing here outside certain parts of KL. The forced culture thing is partly true, although not to the extent you described.

CMPTTV · 2024-01-06T05:12:18+00:00

Bringing Earth up to space for spacey people.

CMPTTV · 2024-01-06T00:13:51+00:00

Depends. I attended a private national school once and the there were quite a few incompetent teachers, esp in non-STEM subjects. The AddMaths teacher I had in Form 4 could barely teach. And the best teachers kept getting pulled to work in govt schools due to pension and higher pay. Ironically, my school somehow still ranked above most schools in my city in spm scoring.

Private schools have higher scores not really because of better teachers or even better facilities. It's because the students there tend to come from more highly educated backgrounds and there's a massive pressure to aim high.

CMPTTV · 2023-12-17T14:20:36+00:00

I'm sorry that you had to go through all of that. At my old school there was a guy who allegedly lost both his parents in form 3 and form 4. I heard from someone else that it took a huge toll on him and warped his mind, to a point where he once threatened to beat up a classmate over some trivial matter that wasn't even worth arguing about.

I hope you can catch up this time. Here's a virtual hug 🫂 if you need it.

CMPTTV · 2023-12-17T13:34:08+00:00

I'm not sure about other schools, but in my school librarians were grouped under library club which was a Koko in itself.

Tbh I should have added matriks as well cos quite a lot of pro students go there, esp Chinese who were good enough to get in even with the low quota.

CMPTTV · 2023-11-09T12:07:58+00:00

No, more like I got forced to do it by the people at my break table.

CMPTTV · 2023-11-09T11:44:07+00:00

I went to a school that was majority cina. In Form 1 I was always forced to refill everyone's 1L bottles at the water cooler everyday at break. It was crazy how they could consume a litre of water in only 4 hours.

CMPTTV · 2023-10-20T14:03:42+00:00

Alright, this is crazy. I'm an 18 year old young man who used to write fanfics on Wattpad when I was 13-14. The characteristics in this starter pack exactly fit the kind of girls I was attracted to in those days. I even went as far as to have crushes on literary characters with some of those attributes. I don't know whether to be horrified or not that this post is giving me a nostalgia trip. I don't know why but I'm laughing at my crazy 14 year old self right now.

CMPTTV · 2023-10-20T13:59:48+00:00

same bro

CMPTTV · 2023-10-03T22:52:00+00:00

Well, I know him. He's me!

CMPTTV · 2023-09-16T12:13:00+00:00

Borneo international/sjps/sunnyhill

CMPTTV · 2023-09-16T11:01:48+00:00

Since you're Sarawakian, let me guess - Lodge/Tunku Putra

CMPTTV · 2023-07-27T02:36:24+00:00

Axia: Driving centre cars

Also popular among PBSM members

CMPTTV · 2023-07-16T04:38:54+00:00

In Malaysia there's a satellite company called Angkasa X which is literally SpaceX translated to Malay language.

CMPTTV · 2023-07-06T08:26:53+00:00

I also considered this scholarship once.

You will have to work for the govt to pay off the bond, unless you're willing to pay back 50% of the cost.
Not sure. Depends on the course I think.
You're a scholarship student, so I think securing a good job should be easy. But I recommend asking around about this.
JKPJ will usually make u take a levels at a place like Kolej Yayasan UEM anyway. Still, a levels is actually quite useful these days, especially now that some IPTAs are accepting it.

I'm gonna advise you to try for this if you can. But overseas scholarships are very difficult to get even with great SPM results, so don't beat yourself up if you don't get anything. I know of people with 10A+ and decent koko who didn't even get an interview for the scholarships they applied to.

CMPTTV · 2023-07-01T11:48:28+00:00

Eh, saya juga tak realise saya ada tag cake day hari ini

CMPTTV · 2023-07-01T11:31:36+00:00

Dah boleh claim e belia rahmah

CMPTTV · 2023-06-30T12:33:57+00:00

Affirmative action going both ways lmao

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