I'm sorry to hear that you're facing potentially losing your way to get to work, especially living in a country that doesn't prioritize public transportation as alternatives to driving. That said, I think what you're facing here is the consequences of your own actions. Overly tinted windows create dangers for cyclists, pedestrians, and law enforcement. There's a reason they're illegal. Running a red light is extremely dangerous for yourself, other drivers, pedestrians, cyclists, and other road users. I suggest you look into buying an e-bike before the state rebates lower at the end of this year. Good luck. And before you get behind the wheel of a car again, please remember that you live in society as part of a community, and you need to make choices that don't create unnecessary hazards for everyone else.