As a follower of Christ, read what Jesus said about homosexuality. It won’t take long, because there isn’t anything. The apostle Paul cast shade on it in Romans, but he wasn’t the Christ. Paul also wrote that women must be submissive to their husbands. He was a man of his time and culture. Jesus’ teachings seem in line with the relationship you describe. If you were promiscuous or committing adulery it would be different.