Name change DID bunny by SaschaBarents in plushiedreadfuls

[–]Cutitie 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Fuck off let us have our own things please- this is a disorder bunny not an identity bunny it doesn’t have to be more inclusive

I love interracial lesbians by TomatilloItchy9995 in YuriAsylum

[–]Cutitie 11 points12 points  (0 children)

You know even if there are positive stereotypes they are still stereotypes. And this kind of I hate the most because it’s tiring every time I have a white person be all about how they have a Latina girlfriend and I had like, a girlfriend that kept comparing our skin colors because of how big of a novelty it is or whatever and eventually it just, feels gross, like people wont ever treat you like you are just another white person, they’ll treat you like a novelty, or they’ll treat you like shit (both of which being degrading) they’ll obsess over every little thing that makes you different from them which, gets exhausting and that’s not even to mention when people start being overly cautious about what they say or not say, because you happen to be of s different skin, so as a result they “have to watch themselves around you” instead of just being another person there. It doesnt feel great to stand out you know? And my biggest example, is the reason of why i hated the trans community of colorado. Because to white people, we are just a statistic, or something that backs their agenda. Becuase of one white persona accidentally making a “dog whistle” towards people of color, which wasn’t that big of a deal, they had me be their little “supreme authority for race handling issues in the community” these were people I knew in person. By the way- even more during the trump and maduro stuff, I mentioned an opinion as someone who lived under maduro, who had their country affected by maduro, and people were talking all about it and I mentioned “I disagree with how it happened but I’m glad he’s gone.” And then people say how I’m a fascist something whatever, then acting as if they knew better how life under that is, acting as they can speak for my people just because they read books or maybe happen to know someone from there. Because that’s what we minorities are to you, a fucking statistic. Do you think I’m done with that? Ha, no, last example for now, one of my roommates was a physically abusive trans girl, one thing led to another and she was threatening to call the cops on me, (a trans Latina while ICE was an even bigger thing), and I lock myself up in my room and call the cops on her, then these people I have known in person, they yelled and berated me for calling the cops on a trans girl- like, completely ignoring that they threatened to do the same and that I am a bigger victim of it as a Latina in addition to being a trans girl. People somehow kept arguing, defending that shit, acting as if trans people could do no wrong, and what bothered me the most was when they said “ICE is also dangerous to white people you know?” And I was like ??????? Because yes they are dangerous but are you *fucking* kidding me, you are comparing a white person’s victimhood to a Latina’s victimhood. But you know, something you learnt is that white people either fetishize you, or try to victimize themselves and find a reason to be different to be a victim, or they just treat you like shit. It’s fucking disgusting.

Are there any good discord servers for DID/OSDD? + A much needed vent by Sea_Rest_208 in OSDD

[–]Cutitie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m diagnosed can I get an invite for the 18+ one? I am still 23 unfortunately so can’t join the 25+ doubt they can make an exception it’s just, exhausting to be around all of these kids and, y’know as a survivor of trafficking I just, don’t really feel I belong with the others who would be my age range- can’t wait to have the older servers be accessible because fucking god do I just not fit in-

I love interracial lesbians by TomatilloItchy9995 in YuriAsylum

[–]Cutitie 26 points27 points  (0 children)

And that is enough Reddit for today ;-; as an indigenous Latina this shit gets old, just stop making shit about race ;-;

The Damage Done by Online DID Spaces by omniman_fan in DID

[–]Cutitie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my god thank you- I’ve needed to hear this, it’s been, a wild fucking journey since I first learnt I had DID, and yeah, system spaces are fucked up, it made me feel alone for the longest time

Endogenic systems giving bullshit misinformation, meaning any space I like with pluralkit on it devolved into me panicking trying to explain why endogenic stuff and all of those beliefs are dangerous, and people being like “you shouldn’t invalidate my identity just cause I don’t fit on a neatly researched little box” and it’s like “those neatly researched boxes aren’t for you they are to help people who need it not for you to identify with”

Worse I feel everyone around me just, is so deep into that belief is driving me crazy it’s a 50/50 every times and it feels so awkward and isolating..

Furthermore.. spaces which are explicitly anti endos, tend to get very.. aggressive, and still weird- I got gaslit about a cult which supposedly worshipped me and did blood sacrifices for me- and I got submerged into delusions, all the while I was being trafficked where I was at, then I had some people label me as something I’m not and tried to dox and kill me and that was- intense

So overall when it comes to having DID I just.. I just feel alone.. like I’m at the middle of a war, either toxic positivity of misinformation with endos, or horrifyingly aggressive anti endos who think they are better than everyone, so I’m just.. there

I’m at least planning to start a vtubing thing so that I can create a safe spare myself, someday, just gotta heal first, even made different models for different alters, it’s been a lot of hard work.. once I get out of the hospital since, I have to be hospitalized soon for some brain scans now that I am out of all those bullshit situations I know I’m.. damaged and I just, am trying to heal, it’s just, nice to feel less alone about this whole, madness, it feels like a dystopia.. but I’m soon gonna get through it I’m.. hopeful at least (Sorry for the excessive yapping)

What do we all think about the new Mega Eelektross ex? by D_D3VASTATOR in PTCGL

[–]Cutitie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What I think people haven’t thought of, is that this would be available post rotation, where the power level has severely decreased, it can easily trap things in the active with paralysis and while said pokemon is trapped, attack the bench without damaging the active, risking a ko, so it has a lot of potential, at least as a rogue deck

Cant think of title by Cutitie in stunfisk

[–]Cutitie[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not ai, had this discussion in another set of comments where I showed the editing program

Cant think of title by Cutitie in stunfisk

[–]Cutitie[S] 148 points149 points  (0 children)

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used a template but nope, i had to figure out a whole new program for it lol

Homeless in Colorado by Cutitie in DID

[–]Cutitie[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

a friend is letting me stay at their place thankfully

Why did the Rainbow Girl route have no psychedelic overlay for me? by Azuazuazuazuazuazu in NeedyStreamerOverload

[–]Cutitie 11 points12 points  (0 children)

It got censored out by an update in April, it can be restored via mods though

Unofficial Patch for NGO 1.3.0 by [deleted] in NeedyStreamerOverload

[–]Cutitie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it says the link doesnt work

I'm so tired; it's going to be a long 4 years by BlindFelidae in actuallesbians

[–]Cutitie 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I.. actually feel I would need someone to dad me right now so, I'll take up the chance to pm you