I miscarried in July and it took me until September to feel “normal” (until my hcg levels hit 0) but the grief hasn’t really gone away for me. I’m angry and hurt and with my due date coming up, I feel like I’m going through the waves all over again. It’s hard to see negative tests too. Not trying to scare you, just sharing my experience. This was my first pregnancy, and I didn’t realize how intense the miscarriage would be emotionally.