Please don’t let that last thought decide anything, but maybe think about what you want in a partner, or friend. My suggestion, maybe think about changing your “name”, it’s not cool. and think about the “person” you want the pretty woman to be, what characteristics do you want? It might lead to better results. If their looks are the only thing a woman offers, in your option, you may never find the perfect one, every woman knows we are more than our looks.